Well it's not anemia...
Okay, so they think I have a hyperactive thyroid. But they're not sure so I get to go in for MORE bloodwork. Oh joy...
Anyways, that basically means that if they slow down the thyroid, it'll slow down my metabolism and I will finally gain weight. Unfortunately I will then have to buy a new wardrobe. The lower your thyroid number thingy, the more active it is. The lowest normal is like .5 and mine is like at .23 sooo... yeah. -_-
I did however, buy a Homecoming dress, which I'm hoping will still fit in a month when I go to homecoming. It was $160 dress on sale for 20 bucks. I love you Dillards. I love you and your awesome sales. I bought a pair of jeans too and now I think that was pointless b/c I'm going to be fat. -_- Can't I just stay underweight??? I'm sorry, I can't imagine me weighing too much more and the thought is kind of scary. I'm not annorexic, but I have /always/ been under the normal weight level. I do kind of like being really skinny, contrary to what I tell people just so they'll leave me alone. However, if I suddenly grew a chest and kept my waist size, I'd be very happy. *Shifty eyes* Stupid society and its damned standards.
Yeah so now I have a homecoming dress and no date. ^_^ And why are ALL my dresses purple??? WHY?!?!? I Hate you purple!!!! (Anyone notice I'm procrastinating working on homework) But it's a really pretty dress. I think it looks kind of renaissance-ish. I'm gonna get my hair put up and have it curls flowing down. My hair is long enough now to make it look better that way. and then after Homecoming I am cutting my hair off up to my chin. ^_^
Anyways, I'm gonna go eat. (did I mention that when you have a hyperactive thyroid, you're constantly hungry??) Toast and jam! hehehe... Lazy child that i am...
Oh, one more thing. I hate school. I hate being a Junior. I hate the pressure of figuring out my life at the age of 17. Damn fucking school counselors. Really depressed me today.
Anyways, that basically means that if they slow down the thyroid, it'll slow down my metabolism and I will finally gain weight. Unfortunately I will then have to buy a new wardrobe. The lower your thyroid number thingy, the more active it is. The lowest normal is like .5 and mine is like at .23 sooo... yeah. -_-
I did however, buy a Homecoming dress, which I'm hoping will still fit in a month when I go to homecoming. It was $160 dress on sale for 20 bucks. I love you Dillards. I love you and your awesome sales. I bought a pair of jeans too and now I think that was pointless b/c I'm going to be fat. -_- Can't I just stay underweight??? I'm sorry, I can't imagine me weighing too much more and the thought is kind of scary. I'm not annorexic, but I have /always/ been under the normal weight level. I do kind of like being really skinny, contrary to what I tell people just so they'll leave me alone. However, if I suddenly grew a chest and kept my waist size, I'd be very happy. *Shifty eyes* Stupid society and its damned standards.
Yeah so now I have a homecoming dress and no date. ^_^ And why are ALL my dresses purple??? WHY?!?!? I Hate you purple!!!! (Anyone notice I'm procrastinating working on homework) But it's a really pretty dress. I think it looks kind of renaissance-ish. I'm gonna get my hair put up and have it curls flowing down. My hair is long enough now to make it look better that way. and then after Homecoming I am cutting my hair off up to my chin. ^_^
Anyways, I'm gonna go eat. (did I mention that when you have a hyperactive thyroid, you're constantly hungry??) Toast and jam! hehehe... Lazy child that i am...
Oh, one more thing. I hate school. I hate being a Junior. I hate the pressure of figuring out my life at the age of 17. Damn fucking school counselors. Really depressed me today.