Encrypted Electronic Mail to washio_ken

Jul 08, 2005 11:23

The following letter was drafted but never sent.

Dear Ken,

I forgive you. As importantly, I forgive myself.

When you left me, I was very confused but I did a lot of thinking. Here it is...I don't know what the Jun and other Juns you've known have meant to you or promised you. I do know that I aside from my marriage, I'm your Swan.

A second letter was begun using an email client. It too was discarded.
Dear Ken,

I forgive you and I forgive myself. What happened between us the other day is understandable. At least on my end. I was deeply in love with the other you, for a very long time. Part of me still is. The thing is, I committed myself to Derek Bliss anyway. We can talk about this as much or as little as you want. Even though you're here, and you're Washio Ken, you're not the man who loved me or I loved.

I get the impression that you and your Swan have an amazing connection with one another. I think it's okay if we're confused as long as we don't

thebigpicture, love, ken, friendship

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