Here it goes...
Well hi, this is my first ever post in my blog. Normally I would feel over excited and hyper about it but it sort of got me in the wrong mood. you see, my mood swings back and forth so many times it's really hard to schedule something and stick with one mood. great, I've said mood three times in a row, talk about vocabulary. Great, that's four times.
Wow, so this was it. I'm opening my mind to strangers all around the net. As I'm writing this I wonder, would anyone actually read this? Would someone be interested in reading the thoughts of someone like me? you see, it was the wonder that drives me to write this, because in my gloomy moments I just write the first sets of words in any piece of paper, or sometimes just make believe I write on my leg.
Now that I think about it I write because it clears my mind off things by having to concentrate on what I'm going to say next. It's much easier that speaking... at least if you make a mistake you can erase it and everything can be saved for future reference, unlike speaking, were sometimes an "I`m sorry, I didn't mean to say it like that" cannot ease the harm your words made and although you may have forgotten what you said there's always someone who remebers your words to the detail and can use it against you. Crappy, isn't it?
This is not helping. You know, I have a huge problem when trying to concentrate on things. I just can't! My atention span is worst than that of a fly.
Say, this is a perfect example... Just now, as I was writing this very entry I suddenly felt the need to look around my room. By doing that I completely forgot that I was writing but remembered that I was watching Big Bang Theory online and continued to watch it and it was only when the episode finished that I remebered once again that I was pouring my heart out on my very own first entry ever in a website, which is supposed to be a very exciting thing to do (at least for me in normal mood it would be)
I think I made my point.
So there it is... my thoughts in this moment. Is there anyone who would do me the favor of helping me out in my concentration problem? That's asking too much, isn't it? Well, to you my friend who took the trouble of reading all of this horse poop I just wrote thanks for reading.
Shira out
Wow, so this was it. I'm opening my mind to strangers all around the net. As I'm writing this I wonder, would anyone actually read this? Would someone be interested in reading the thoughts of someone like me? you see, it was the wonder that drives me to write this, because in my gloomy moments I just write the first sets of words in any piece of paper, or sometimes just make believe I write on my leg.
Now that I think about it I write because it clears my mind off things by having to concentrate on what I'm going to say next. It's much easier that speaking... at least if you make a mistake you can erase it and everything can be saved for future reference, unlike speaking, were sometimes an "I`m sorry, I didn't mean to say it like that" cannot ease the harm your words made and although you may have forgotten what you said there's always someone who remebers your words to the detail and can use it against you. Crappy, isn't it?
This is not helping. You know, I have a huge problem when trying to concentrate on things. I just can't! My atention span is worst than that of a fly.
Say, this is a perfect example... Just now, as I was writing this very entry I suddenly felt the need to look around my room. By doing that I completely forgot that I was writing but remembered that I was watching Big Bang Theory online and continued to watch it and it was only when the episode finished that I remebered once again that I was pouring my heart out on my very own first entry ever in a website, which is supposed to be a very exciting thing to do (at least for me in normal mood it would be)
I think I made my point.
So there it is... my thoughts in this moment. Is there anyone who would do me the favor of helping me out in my concentration problem? That's asking too much, isn't it? Well, to you my friend who took the trouble of reading all of this horse poop I just wrote thanks for reading.
Shira out