Hinter dem Horizont
I'm amazed how irrelevant things suddenly become, the moment we're touched by death and loss. Things we have given a lot of attention turn into bothersome acts of surviving. Maybe it's even a very important "regulation" of priorities all of us need sometimes so we don't lose the feeling for what's really important in life.
Even though I should know better, it's very difficult for me to "let go", challanging fate itself about how much sense is in this special "death", how it could have been avoided and clinging to memories and pictures of the being passed.
But it happened and cannot be changed anymore. Being born human, there is just nothing we can do, cursed to accept the facts, the sooner the better.
For some reason, it's exactly that feeling to be "helpless" that makes it the most difficult for me.
But life goes on. Life belongs to the living, not to the memories of the dead... I know that. Every time something beloved is lost, we grief until the point tranquility comes back and we turn from the memories back to life.
No passed spirit wants us to waste our lives for the dead. They want us to live, to be happy and give happiness to others. Remember that.
It's important to say "good bye" on an emotional level, to let go of the band that was tied during our time of grief. Personally, I re-gain my "normal" self in Moments of perfect natural beautiy, as it was today with a perfect sunrise and a deep blue sky... almost as if Salem wanted so send me the message "It is good... go on... I'm fine."
Goodby "Cat in a box" and thank you for all the wonderful Moments spent together.
Even though I should know better, it's very difficult for me to "let go", challanging fate itself about how much sense is in this special "death", how it could have been avoided and clinging to memories and pictures of the being passed.
But it happened and cannot be changed anymore. Being born human, there is just nothing we can do, cursed to accept the facts, the sooner the better.
For some reason, it's exactly that feeling to be "helpless" that makes it the most difficult for me.
But life goes on. Life belongs to the living, not to the memories of the dead... I know that. Every time something beloved is lost, we grief until the point tranquility comes back and we turn from the memories back to life.
No passed spirit wants us to waste our lives for the dead. They want us to live, to be happy and give happiness to others. Remember that.
It's important to say "good bye" on an emotional level, to let go of the band that was tied during our time of grief. Personally, I re-gain my "normal" self in Moments of perfect natural beautiy, as it was today with a perfect sunrise and a deep blue sky... almost as if Salem wanted so send me the message "It is good... go on... I'm fine."
Goodby "Cat in a box" and thank you for all the wonderful Moments spent together.