I hate my sis

Aug 10, 2006 19:26

I just dont understand. Everyone have a nice and great sis to turn to but it is the opposite for me. I used to respect my sis alot. She was really smart and even till now, I will do anything to help her.

It was until yesterday, that i really think she went overboard and it just exploded. I just message her to ask her to stop irritating me. Imagine if ur siblings keep asking money from you and ask you to help get money from your parents, it is very irritating. The worst part is that she have to message me like almost once every hour yesterday to keep asking me to transfer the money when I was busy studying.

I just tried to ask her to wake up her idea and to stop asking money from dad cos he also didnt have much money and she have to flare up just over that. She ask who taught me all that and to be very rude to her? I just wanna tell her, I am no longer someone who is a pushover just like she had known before. I have matured and know what is good for me.

She went on smsing about how she is never ever going to ask money from anyone of the family ever again and just disappear. Telling me how happy I will be getting all the attention from my parents. How immature her thinking can get lah. My parents show equal attention to all of us and it is just that she dont appreciates all that my parents had given to her. She had to constantly do stuff that make my mom constantly feel sad and cried.

The ironic part of all, she reminded me to transfer the money to her account. Hais.. I think cos of what I said, I bet she will sever ties with me and the family. It is really not my fault. I just wanted her to change but maybe yeah..I am abit harsh to her. Maybe i should just apologise to her but it will not be easy.

Gosh..Now I am feeling very very sad and I think i will really have no mood to study for a few days. It ahve been such a long time since i teared. I wish my only elder sis will just change. I hope something will happen that will make my mood better. Feeling terrible... Bye..
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