Nov 29, 2005 00:22
Why is there always a catch?
Im falling hard and fast....theres nothing I can do about it. Hes planning on leaving in March and persueing his dream. More power to him. But hes scared bc hes been hurt the same exact way that I have. He will be gone for 3 months with no contact. I can only get letters to him throug his stepmom. He's afraid that I wont be here waiting for him, that I will have moved on. We've been seeing eachother for a little over a month, and I can already say that I will wait for him. No one has made me happier. I would and will wait for him. Shit, Ive pretty much gone 2 years without anyone, 3 months is nothing. He is so totally worth it. The feeling that I get, I wouldnt give it up. Not for a second. Hes also scared bc of what he saw happen to the main character in Jarhead, the way his whole thing with his girlfriend turned out....it kind of bothers me that he feels that way, but I really truely understand why.
Im just going to see how it goes and do my best to prove to him that I am going to be there when he gets home in May or June....whichever month it is that he'll be done.