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no hidden messages, i read something today which bothered me and highlighted other stuff, then i realised the reason it bothered me was simply because it didnt bother me at all...not that i didnt know already, deep down...but maybe when you accidentally distance yourself from things you never thought you would, or even could...well maybe thats even
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Im at home now, and i'm just being mightely paranoid about EVERYTHING.
I will be coming back to derby at some point, i think saturday, i'm involved in alot of talks with my mom concering my future.
There's this house meeting going on, and i feel that i'm just going to be sat there while everything is aimed at me? apparently its about money. Hannah told lee about the new ntl bill, he told me, she didn't bother telling me? and apparently mess? i don't know. but i reallylike donot want to come back.
Is lee pissed off with me? i get the feeling he is, but i don't know if its just me and everything thats going on at the moment, i just feel so out of it.
Sorry to bombard you like this, i just feel that you and lee are the only people worth talking to about all this shit sometimes.
miss you muchlee.
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