part of me

[shipssinking_x]

cannot wait for the next phase in life, you know the one where i leave all of this behind? for now, something amazing i found, i might even keep it public because i think theyre words everyone should see. x

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sometimes i turn around and catch the smell of you and i cannot go on i cannot fucking go on with out expressing this terrible so fucking awful physical aching fucking longing i have for you. and i cant believe that i can feel this for you and you feel nothing. do you feel nothing?

..do you feel nothing?

and i go out at six in the morning and start my search for you. if ive dreamt a message of a street or a pub or a station i go there. and wait for you.

ive never had a problem giving another person what they want. but no ones ever been able to do that for me. no on touches me, or goes near me. but now you've touched me somewhere so fucking deep i cant believe and i cant be that for you. because i cant find you

what does she look like?
and how will i kno her when i see her?
she'll die, she'll die, she'll only fucking die

do u think its possible for a person to be born in the wrong body?

do u think its possible for a person to be born in the wrong era?

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i fucking love sara kane

.x.