the little pants that could
i know ive been on hiatus from the internerts for a while- and there was good reason. i avoided livejournal and facebook (everything but my lastfm cuz, well, my lastfm is amazing and i cant let that go :D) for the sake of myself but i think thats done with right now. not everythings safe, but im not going to shut myself away or shut out the people around me. thats the ONE thing ive beens sure not to do: shut people out. as some may know, ive been conflicted with the decision whether or not i shouldnt converse with certain people, and you ALL told me the SAME thing: "you can't shut out your friends" even if they're people you didnt realize honestly thought of you as their friend. thats something i dont want to do- i dont want to deny myself of anything including people. its not natural and the thought of it kind of makes me sick. i'm going to be who i want to be, see who i want to see, go where i want to go, and do what i want to do. and i want to go, see, and do EVERYTHING.
im already planning a trip to vermont with lauren possibly to visit my brother. "you NEED to get out of that state", he says haha. and its true- so April 16th-20th were prolly going to drive up and my brother wants to take me to montreal for a night (hes only an hour away from the border) and were gonna go bar hopping. i just wanna see my brother and be someone completely different right now. im also going to redo a section of my room (any of you who have been to my house) my computer table is a terrible, terrible, mess- comic books and things piled ALL over it. im going to pack away a lot of things, organize my closet, put stuff in there, and place this BEAUTIFUL 1950s pale yellow cosmetic table i found in the salvation army there. then go BACK to IKEA and buy a small chandelier and be amazing with it. im excited.
also going to be planning numerous trips in the future. i think DN, NG, GP, and AA have all heard about some of them already but hopefully in the near future/summer, theres going to be trips to shows (possibly dememberists, of montreal, and the like?), museums like the natural history and the met, aquariums, and anything else we can think of. the important thing is to keep busy and to take EVERY opportunity.
rule 57: never say no to a roadtrip- thanks laur laur ! oh yea im going to visit laurens school for an EVE 6 and ATARIS concert. HAHAHAH its going to be terrible but so much fun- cant wait. im glad i have things to look forward to right now. every day goes by cleaner and smoother than the day before. yesterday was great despite the rain ! lauren and i igot pedicures (happy toes ! i havent had one since prom and that was the FIRST time. so lauren was my second ^-^) then we had sushi lunch (sushi fish-SO DELISH !), then i went to work....guh.... then we saw ADVENTURELAND ! i think its one of my new favorite movies. everyone should go see it and take me so i can see it again.
end note: music is my crutch.
"remember...
this song could be about jesus
but it can also be about you
this song could be about jesus
but it can also be about you
be good
do all the things you should
be good
do it as you wish you would
be good
do all the things you should"
im already planning a trip to vermont with lauren possibly to visit my brother. "you NEED to get out of that state", he says haha. and its true- so April 16th-20th were prolly going to drive up and my brother wants to take me to montreal for a night (hes only an hour away from the border) and were gonna go bar hopping. i just wanna see my brother and be someone completely different right now. im also going to redo a section of my room (any of you who have been to my house) my computer table is a terrible, terrible, mess- comic books and things piled ALL over it. im going to pack away a lot of things, organize my closet, put stuff in there, and place this BEAUTIFUL 1950s pale yellow cosmetic table i found in the salvation army there. then go BACK to IKEA and buy a small chandelier and be amazing with it. im excited.
also going to be planning numerous trips in the future. i think DN, NG, GP, and AA have all heard about some of them already but hopefully in the near future/summer, theres going to be trips to shows (possibly dememberists, of montreal, and the like?), museums like the natural history and the met, aquariums, and anything else we can think of. the important thing is to keep busy and to take EVERY opportunity.
rule 57: never say no to a roadtrip- thanks laur laur ! oh yea im going to visit laurens school for an EVE 6 and ATARIS concert. HAHAHAH its going to be terrible but so much fun- cant wait. im glad i have things to look forward to right now. every day goes by cleaner and smoother than the day before. yesterday was great despite the rain ! lauren and i igot pedicures (happy toes ! i havent had one since prom and that was the FIRST time. so lauren was my second ^-^) then we had sushi lunch (sushi fish-SO DELISH !), then i went to work....guh.... then we saw ADVENTURELAND ! i think its one of my new favorite movies. everyone should go see it and take me so i can see it again.
end note: music is my crutch.
"remember...
this song could be about jesus
but it can also be about you
this song could be about jesus
but it can also be about you
be good
do all the things you should
be good
do it as you wish you would
be good
do all the things you should"