I will lead fearlessly.
So, when I realized how long it had been since I'd updated this thing really I was kind of shocked to say the least. Hasn't anything of great significance happened to me since then? I'm not just drifting through the void here. I'm not just passing by. So there are a few things I feel like I need to say. However, I also have to say that I am confident in my opinions.
Let us begin with love. I don't know if there is right time to say "I love you," other than when you feel it. It may take some people years it may take some people months maybe even a few days but when you feel it you should say it. Because feeling stupid cause you think you're saying it too soon or you think the other person doesn't feel the same is pride and fear and repression, all of the things I like to feel love is not. I do not have the slightest care if this causes an uproar of voiced opinions because I am set in my way about this.
When you're hungry you say "I'm hungry" or sleepy, thirsty, horny and so on. Is love not the one thing that is worth expressing if nothing else? We are not guaranteed anything but death and taxes so why waste whatever short time you do have hiding how you feel? Instead embrace it and feel everything life throws your way.
I also want to talk about leading. I've been in a leadership position for about a month now and I did not expect the changes that have happened. For one I didn't know what kind of person my manager really was till i assumed this role. His passion for what he does is incredible ofcourse he is well compensated but he continues to impress me with his words and actions when he dies things without anyone there to impress.
Also I didn't see myself falling into this role but I find it suits me well, granted four days in a row on the weekend is a bit stressful I can see changes in the way and speed at which I do things and in the way I respond to problems. It really it something that seems slowly to be changing the way I do things.
So many thoughts are zooming through my mind about what I want to say and if I could have worded things better. However to trouble myself with the possible outcomes of every instance seems so pointless recently. What is dome is done and you can't change it you are only allowed to attempt to shape the events that are to come with the grace of a blind man striving to duplicate a Rembrandt.
A note from me to you... If you want to know who will always be with you through thick and thin and who has the ability to change everything about you for better or worse and who you will share triumph and defeat with you for the rest of your days, look in a mirror. Be proud of that person, love that person, and do what you know is best for that person because no matter what they're with you to the end.
I spoke to someone I hadn't heard from I'm a very long while today and it made me reevaluate some things I thought were true. Everyday you learn and everyday you should share that with someone so that maybe just maybe your knowledge can be a stone thrown into the lake of somebodys life whose effects ripple outward across the eternity.
Or maybe I'm just delusional? Whatever you think is true for you.
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