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Sometimes even though things aren't beneficial to you, if you're willing to sacrifice for someone you care about, you do them anyway, even if they require some acting. It's a good feeling when you make someone feel good about themselves and what they can do even if it costs you a bit of rep.
I told my oldest friend Andy about something I did and he called me a fool and complete selfless and it made me smile, at least he understood. It made me glad what I did even if I had to give up something I wanted for it.
My grandmother makes me feel like a gentleman. She freaks out when I hold doors open for her or take her arm, lol, she makes such a fuss about it and she tells me she tells her acquaintances on the bus she takes to the medical center. It's something so silly but she makes me out to be so great.
My father's birthday was nice I never picked out anything for him but he told me to save my money he is just happy that I still come over to his house "even thought I don't have to." My brother is becoming less of a robot recently and actually showing emotion and trying to make plans with me. I think I'll take him too the zoo or something soon or when it cools down. He so tall he's like 5,2 already hes all legs. ROFL He looks so awkward but it's funny to me anyway.
My grandfather like the LEDS a lot he thinks my car is so elegant and amazing. He loved the radio. I told him it must have been a while since he's seen a new car. He told me not to take it for granted so much that it is great, I quietly agreed. It seems like every time I see him he's farther and farther away from reality but more often than not his wisdom shines through and he says something amazing that makes me wish I had a tape recorder. I see him as being so old and so fragile but he'll really always be an old ox, stubborn as sin he refuses to be helped in doing too much, he's an amazing man.
After everything I went and bought a green tea at starbucks and walked around the field at Braddock. It's nice to spend time alone away from anyone else and just here the soft crunch of the grass beneath and smell the sweet breeze as night bloomers open their petals to a breeze. A few night joggers ran by but for the most part no one really bothered me. Laying down in the grass makes the wind feel like time rushing over your body, like some cheesy 90's music video.
Everyone should take some time for themselves, go to the mall or a park or if you're lucky a forest. It's only boring if you make it boring.
I told my oldest friend Andy about something I did and he called me a fool and complete selfless and it made me smile, at least he understood. It made me glad what I did even if I had to give up something I wanted for it.
My grandmother makes me feel like a gentleman. She freaks out when I hold doors open for her or take her arm, lol, she makes such a fuss about it and she tells me she tells her acquaintances on the bus she takes to the medical center. It's something so silly but she makes me out to be so great.
My father's birthday was nice I never picked out anything for him but he told me to save my money he is just happy that I still come over to his house "even thought I don't have to." My brother is becoming less of a robot recently and actually showing emotion and trying to make plans with me. I think I'll take him too the zoo or something soon or when it cools down. He so tall he's like 5,2 already hes all legs. ROFL He looks so awkward but it's funny to me anyway.
My grandfather like the LEDS a lot he thinks my car is so elegant and amazing. He loved the radio. I told him it must have been a while since he's seen a new car. He told me not to take it for granted so much that it is great, I quietly agreed. It seems like every time I see him he's farther and farther away from reality but more often than not his wisdom shines through and he says something amazing that makes me wish I had a tape recorder. I see him as being so old and so fragile but he'll really always be an old ox, stubborn as sin he refuses to be helped in doing too much, he's an amazing man.
After everything I went and bought a green tea at starbucks and walked around the field at Braddock. It's nice to spend time alone away from anyone else and just here the soft crunch of the grass beneath and smell the sweet breeze as night bloomers open their petals to a breeze. A few night joggers ran by but for the most part no one really bothered me. Laying down in the grass makes the wind feel like time rushing over your body, like some cheesy 90's music video.
Everyone should take some time for themselves, go to the mall or a park or if you're lucky a forest. It's only boring if you make it boring.