Title: Heartbeat (Last part to
without u)
Pairing: Wooyoung x Nichkhun
Author's note: I'M SORRY! IT'S NOT REALLY A SEQUEL...But just Nichkhun's POV x_x. lol, sorry if you felt that I lied :P haha. Apologies! x)
The first time he laid eyes on him he thought ‘ah, he’s adorable but he doesn’t look too friendly’. He spoke Korean to the best of his ability with a slight accent. He hoped he had said the right things and made a positive impression. Nichkhun’s heart fluttered as he was kindly welcomed with a smile from the small boy in front of him. He thought to himself, ‘maybe Wooyoung isn’t so bad’.
Listen to my heartbeat
Being the foreigner Nichkhun was lost from time to time but he never stressed or became scared because he knew a certain member would always find him and lead him back to the right track. Nichkhun always knew he held a special interest in the younger one but was never certain of how he felt. He especially loved how shy Wooyoung was about delivering fan service however when Nichkhun told him it was okay, he loved it even more when Wooyoung became confident. Because it felt as though he was trying to outright claim him as his. And he vowed he’d make Wooyoung his.
It’s beating for you
Nichkhun often looked forward to Wooyoung’s attachment as he would gladly reciprocate; silently hoping the younger member would get the message of how he felt - how he had wanted more than just a hug or a slight touch. Often he would think maybe Wooyoung did like him back but his lack of confidence made him doubt himself. Nichkhun spent countless nights wondering if the younger one likes him back or if his actions were merely for fan service. When Nichkhun thought of being with Wooyoung he’d giggle in bed and smile himself to sleep.
Listen to my heartbeat
He became afraid when Wooyoung gradually stopped flooding him with hugs or laughter. He confidently promised himself he would confess to him the following night before it all got worse. Throughout the day, he grew more anxious as their schedule was beginning to end. When the PD of ‘We Got Married’ asked him to participate over the phone, he couldn’t find it in himself to say no so he hesitantly agreed. He announced his participation to his members and they happily congratulated him with a few envious comments. They all went out to celebrate and by the time they got back home everyone was yawning from exhaustion. He found Wooyoung lying on the couch already dozing off. He softly smiled and decided to just confess on another day, a day where it was just the two of them.
It’s waiting for you
At first Nichkhun didn’t know how to act in front of Victoria, but eventually got the hang of it when they realized they had more in common than they originally thought. He gradually became comfortable around her presence and began to show his romantic side as the PD had requested. To make the couple more believable and satisfy viewers of ‘We Got Married’ they had requested Nichkhun to mention Victoria from time to time during his programs and being the one who finds it hard to reject anything, he reluctantly agreed. When he returned home he was shocked at how happy Wooyoung was for him. As the younger one continued to support him, he became disappointed. He had thought maybe he would blurt out that he does not want him to appear on the show anymore or at least show a tinge of jealousy. But Nichkhun became even more disappointed when Wooyoung would show him affection as though nothing happened. He became angry at the younger boy for continuously leading him on so he grudgingly challenged Wooyoung in his mind. He had hoped to make him jealous by using Victoria, hoping in some way the younger boy would fight for him.
Don't I know that it's over
Nichkhun was surprised by the appearance of Junho and Wooyoung on the set of ‘We Got Married’. He felt awkward as he sat on the couch of the karaoke room with Victoria next to him and Wooyoung only a few inches away. He had the urge to push everyone out of the way and just confess but he held back. The more he looked at Wooyoung the more he smiled but his insides died when he realized how much fun he was having. To Nichkhun, Wooyoung didn’t seem to care about him being with Victoria. He continued to feel a pang in his heart as he held a smile for the camera.
I don’t know why I’m like this
He thought it over and over, understanding he was wrong all along. He cried softly as he realized Wooyoung responding to his feelings was fabricated in his head; he had made himself delusional. He was thankful he didn’t confess to make a fool of himself but he despised how the younger one made him feel. His mind became clear, and comprehended it was all one sided. Nichkhun could feel the sting in his chest spreading. He didn’t know what to do; he didn’t know how to stop feeling.
Listen to my heartbeat
“I lost”
It’s beating for you