Today was interesting. From 9 to 1pm... roughly, the power was out! It was slightly awkward at the time it went out because I was in the middle of talking to CG before she went to bed. And I felt BAD! She didn't even know the power went out. And right after I finished my post in our RP. It kind of sucked. Yes it did. I felt really bad because I'm sure that CG thought I abandoned her. :(
So its been a good couple of days. I've been enjoying my time with Sarah. She's a lot of fun though sometimes she gets really quiet and I feel bad that I don't know what to do about it. Don't tell my parents, but I've done more chores here than I do at home. It'll have to change. I need to do chores and such at home... and I have a week to do it. I really ought to clean my room thoroughly and stop eating up in my room unless I feel like I can bring down the dishes. But I eat in my room because I am very self conscious about being hungry all of the time. My parents are kind of strict about everything, including food. Its a problem that I've really really been trying to work on but it's very hard. My parents are rude to me and I've been called fat before... and I've also been asked countlessly asked by my father if I was still on my diet. And it is hurtful.
Living here at Sarah's house has really been great. I've been very self sufficient (car not withstanding) and although I'd love to go out and have fun somewhere, being with Sarah is actually not so bad. I'm glad to have someone to talk to and sit with and play games with ALL DAY LONG.
I think my sister and I need to hang out more at home. Once my room is cleaned up, I'm going to get her to come in my room more so we can play games and stuff--like I have it here. Its very nice and I'd love to be with my sister more. :) More more more time, Julie! MORE TIME! Maybe I'll grab a tv tray from the downstairs and use it to hold my computer so I can sit on the bed thing. :)
Ah... I really enjoy being able to draw and stuff while I'm here. I think I'll start an art journal. I need to draw MORE. So getting something and having it lay around, open and ready to draw on will be good and once I get my room re-arranged, it'd be better to have my scanner out in the open rather than behind something.
I'm praying for my brother. Things seem to be picking up for him but I'm never really all that sure about it. Mike, if you call me, I'd like that. <3 Congrats on a girlfriend! :)
I've been doing so much RP lately. Its been pretty good and the ideas are FINALLY starting to roll out and it looks like KibaHina might happen over at
theheartsballad (and no, I don't care how people feel about that place. I love it and that's all that matters. So there.) And soon Jo will be home. Then NejiNaru-Hinata drama can continue. :D
Finally, I totally got a job interview at the Barnes and Nobel Cafe. Sunday at 1:30 pm. Sunday is totally the Paramore concert, but I wont' be able to go. *sad* I'm excited. I'll be getting rid of some of my hours at work in favor of that job. It'll be friday night, saturday morning, sunday morning until school starts. I dont' know how I'm going to juggle this whole thing... *sigh* HELP. XD
Okay, I'll try to update more often. See you all next time.