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Back to school...back to my depressing life!!
Not sure if I wanna go to med school anymore...My passion is for politics not for chemistry or biology...well, actually for both of them! I talked to mom and told her that i might be changing my major: well...guess what was her answer: Lamia, ma chere fille. fait moi plaisure, ramasse tes affaires, et rentre au Maroc, le plutot possible, j'ai un mari pour toi, hassan le fils du concierge! and I was like: maman? Hassan...mais maman j'aime bien les politiques...and she was like...mais toi tu vas m;ecouter ou pas...and I was like ok !!!!!!!!!
hummmmmmm I don't know what to say..except that I am lost..I started praying again..Ifeel so goood...that was the missing puzzle in my life! I went to the mosque on Friday..ya allah..I felt like my mind and soul start growing all over again..new birth...fresh seeds coming out..I cried while performing my prayers..Ahmed told me that is a good sign..bc I never cried in a mosque..never ever..and this was my first time ever..Also, I had the privilege to see an American converting to Islam..Oh boy, it feels so nice!! Everybody was praising God..Allaho Akbar Allaho Akbar..I didn't know what i was missing... Now I feel so blessed for being born as a Muslim, this is a precious gift from God. I thank you God!
I am having some deep thoughts these days...I guess I am going back to my roots..............we'll see
Not sure if I wanna go to med school anymore...My passion is for politics not for chemistry or biology...well, actually for both of them! I talked to mom and told her that i might be changing my major: well...guess what was her answer: Lamia, ma chere fille. fait moi plaisure, ramasse tes affaires, et rentre au Maroc, le plutot possible, j'ai un mari pour toi, hassan le fils du concierge! and I was like: maman? Hassan...mais maman j'aime bien les politiques...and she was like...mais toi tu vas m;ecouter ou pas...and I was like ok !!!!!!!!!
hummmmmmm I don't know what to say..except that I am lost..I started praying again..Ifeel so goood...that was the missing puzzle in my life! I went to the mosque on Friday..ya allah..I felt like my mind and soul start growing all over again..new birth...fresh seeds coming out..I cried while performing my prayers..Ahmed told me that is a good sign..bc I never cried in a mosque..never ever..and this was my first time ever..Also, I had the privilege to see an American converting to Islam..Oh boy, it feels so nice!! Everybody was praising God..Allaho Akbar Allaho Akbar..I didn't know what i was missing... Now I feel so blessed for being born as a Muslim, this is a precious gift from God. I thank you God!
I am having some deep thoughts these days...I guess I am going back to my roots..............we'll see