Feb 28, 2005 09:34
Well well, the weekend wasn't that bad as I thought it would be..
On Saturday, we went to see HOuda's new baby born...oh Gosh he is so so so so so cute...I think he is the second most gorgeous baby I've seen so far. Rania Baby face is still in the top..she was so cute!!
On sunday, I talked to most of my friends in Morocco, France, and the States. This made feel so good, and it did actually boost my spirits up.
I talked to Reda for almost 3 hours...the whole conversation was about missing you, missing this and missing that, and of course some gossip about some so-called friends...Reda is my soulfriend...He always impressed me with his intelligence, even though I hate his dad (cause he was my physics teacher) Reda has a special place in my heart! He is more than just a brother....we had elementary, middle and high school together...
Oh yeah, I talked to Zakaria as well. I respect this guy so much...I miss him so much...I hope he would do well on his studies! He is the quitest person so far...very hardworking...and truly honest!!! I miss him so much.....It's kind of pretty weird to see him growing up......I can still visualize his pic when we were still in elementary school.
Who else? I talked to Houda...this girl is my sweetheart..my twin sister..to me, she is the perfect friend so far....Honest to the extreme!!! and that is what I like most about her...she knows what true friendship means!!!!! I miss her so much...I felt so good after talking to her...
Amina, should I say my twin, or my copy gene! For some reasons, we look alike. I remember when I was in middle school, there was a guy who had a crush on her, saw me in the hall, and thought I was her. I had no idea what he was talking about!!! We used to dress almost the same way. We had the exact same haircut and that was easy enough to confuse people..Amina is a sweet angel. She is trustworthy, very hardworking student! I miss her so much, and I feel so bad for her for not being able to make it to the med school! She is just brilliant! But oh well, it seems she didn;t have a good COUP DE PISTON!!!
Who else? I talked to Abdelhadi, This guy is so crazy!!! He is kind of weird...all he is thinking of is girls! I was really shocked when I first started talking to him...I was like is that Hassani or am I talking to someone else?!!! Les blondes telfou babah...Hassani was a smart kid..I should say very very outstanding....For some reasons, I had very high expectation for him...I thought he would pursue his education is some scientific field...something highly outstanding...but oh well, he preferred to go for computer eng..I just hope he made the right decision!!!!
Who else? Wafae!!! yeah, this one was a name without a soul...I talked about her more than Italked about anyone else with my friends....She is in France now..And yep,, she failed the first year of med school...simply bc she doesn;t study that much....les balades avec les francais tt le temps!!!! Wafae is a wounded bird...She is simply lost in her life!!! and it hurts me so bad to see her going through all of this shit*...dye3at les nuits blanches hakak...I feel so bad for her...I just wanna grab her from her hair and give her a slap on her face and remind her of the nights we spent studying, of the dreams we drew together, of the plans we hoped to achieve, of the stress we went trough at school, of everything and anything...I just wanna wake her up from this nightmare....and beg her to be just wafaa...Reda was right when he told me that personne n'est innocent ns sommes simplement naif! I was like Reda, this is absurd...we aren't like others...we worked and studied so hard..we were gifted throughout all our academic journey...I know you and I know other more than I know myself...but hey he was right!!!! we change....and it is quite hard for me to accept these changes...I still live within this small box..box full of dreams, souvenirs.....
I miss you dear friends...and I miss those that I lost contact with....Congrats for those who were able to follow their dreams, grab it and hold it very tightly...and too bad for those who decided to torture their dreams...not fair and it would never be fair to give up that easy bc you deserve the best..You guys are so special and so close to my heart.....Miss ya'all!