Jul 13, 2005 12:56
I am about fed up with being here in VA. I think my parents think I should be sheltered from everything, and they're so contradictory. Especially my dad. As much as I love him, I think he needs to realize that I am sixteen years old, not 10. Yesterday, I got to drive on a major highway for the first time -- and it was with him. He made me so nervous, I was scared to death with him in the car. He tries to instruct me about the islands of gravel that cars make. *sigh* The worst part was when we turned into the video store parking lot. Whenever I turn a corner he said "you would have hit those cars." He was saying I would have hit some cars if they had been in the empty parking spaces. Well, there weren't any there, and that's what I told him. "You need to act as if there are cars there." Whatever.
So we get into the video store and I'm standing around picking out movies. I get three: Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events, Mean Girls, and Cruel Intentions. I got Cruel Intentions because it was recommended to me by Aodhan. Turns out it and the movie Dangerous Liaisons are based on a pre-revolution french novel. And I had caught bits and pieces on TV -- wanted to see the movie.
So we're driving back home, and I make a turn onto our road. And I make it wide, a bit of an accident. But my dad says, "you didn't have to make it that wide." And me response? "I know, I'm sorry, ok? But what if there had been a car there; I wouldn't want to hit it. And what does he say? Oh my gawd. "Well there wasn't a car there, you didn't have to worry about it." Is this the guy who was telling me only a half an hour before to act like there was a car? I can't win!
So we get home, I get online for a while, I watch That 70s House on MTV, ad then I go in my room to go to bed. Well, I get on the phone with Will at about 11:30, and my mom comes home and I think she heard me; she told me to get off. Dad probably knows, but props to her if she didn't say a word. I get up this morning and I'm online; my dad calls just before I'm about to go pop in Mean Girls. The first thing he mentions "one of your movies is missing." Sure enough, I look in the bag and Cruel Intentions is gone. "I took it; I don't think its entirely appropriate for a girl your age." Does he not realize that I have heard worse, seen worse? I couldn't argue with him on this, I couldn't get a word in. Thanks alot, Dad. Really wanted to see the movie, too. "I don't care about any of the dirty stuff. Its a movie, its entertainment." "So, if I let you watch an x-rated movie would you say the same thing?" "I don't want to watch an x-rated movie."
Life just sucks, you know? I'm going to go finish watching Mean Girls. Great movie, so far.