Alex is leaving
on Saturday Alex is leaving to L.A., it+s a weird feeling that this time I+m cominghome and he+s not the one who picks me up. I am so used to him being around, because I+m usually the one that is gone...
And I can really say that I allready miss him. I mean, I have seen him this weekend but it seems almost like a month already...
I hope he doesn+t do anything stupid while he+s gone. Sometomes he says weird things like "anything can happen" or "if anything happens it+s because i miss you so much and i am frustrated" but that kinda freaks me. But I am pretty sure that he will not do anything. That would shatter my whole thinking about the world. No really, if someone turned out to be loyal than that was him.
And then there+s the Bad Honnef problem. He says that+s against our relationship and he doesn+t know how long he can stand being in a long distance relationship, especially after being together for so long. So once again, he freaks me out.The good thing. i have my spies set up on him :-) I met a girl yesterday who was also in LA and knows people there she+s still in contact with. She will be my second pair of eyes :-)
But once again, no worries, right?
And I can really say that I allready miss him. I mean, I have seen him this weekend but it seems almost like a month already...
I hope he doesn+t do anything stupid while he+s gone. Sometomes he says weird things like "anything can happen" or "if anything happens it+s because i miss you so much and i am frustrated" but that kinda freaks me. But I am pretty sure that he will not do anything. That would shatter my whole thinking about the world. No really, if someone turned out to be loyal than that was him.
And then there+s the Bad Honnef problem. He says that+s against our relationship and he doesn+t know how long he can stand being in a long distance relationship, especially after being together for so long. So once again, he freaks me out.The good thing. i have my spies set up on him :-) I met a girl yesterday who was also in LA and knows people there she+s still in contact with. She will be my second pair of eyes :-)
But once again, no worries, right?