i'm like a flower swooning for the sun.
why do some people have to be so ignorant and demeaningly cruel?
it's terrible, and i wish people wouldn't.
why do the people you care about the most, have to feel the same way about you?
i hate it when my best friend cries on the phone.
i feel sick to my stomach. i'm not sure if it's the wheat-free spaghetti i was forced to eat for dinner, recovering form the nausea i felt this morning after my mom made me take a supplement that smelled like cat food and was suppossed to help my failing liver, the fact i could never have what i want but have everything else, or that there is so much hate in the world.
i want to sleep. not becuase i'm tired or becuase it's getting late, which it isn't, but becuase i want a new day. i want Eddy's dad to get his catscan results back. i want his teammates to appreciate him. i want andy to call me back. i want my ipod to work. i want to go on a walk.