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i want so much, how much more do i really have to fall?
I feel like everything good to me is given only so i can be punished by its absence.
whats the point even.
I know there isnt even any.
Life kinda just hurts. you know.
school now. My stomach is cramping. It kinda hurts.
Sometimes I wonder if pain really is the thing that lets you know youre alive. what a fucked up place to live.
I feel like everything good to me is given only so i can be punished by its absence.
whats the point even.
I know there isnt even any.
Life kinda just hurts. you know.
school now. My stomach is cramping. It kinda hurts.
Sometimes I wonder if pain really is the thing that lets you know youre alive. what a fucked up place to live.