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Whats even the point in asking him to do anything.
People, even if they say they love you, always will end up not.
Whats the point if I'll just be nothing in the end anyways.
I don't really know what to do. I don't even really know if I like him.
And what would be the point even if I did.
My hearts broken anyway, and if anyone would have loved me before, no ones going to now.
I guess I'll call him tomorrow and see what happens.
If anything did happen, it would hurt too much anyway to lose something all over again.
How are you supposed to trust things?
The person I loved most and who I thought loved me most made me go away. I keep thinking about how much I love him, maybe its just because its so close to the 12th. But I know he doesnt love me, and doesnt really care if I talk to him or not. I honestly think the only reason he even talks to me anymore is so that eventually I'd set him up with her.
I should do that, even if it kills me.
It would be the right thing to do.
I just kinda regret so much it hurts.
Not that I havnt learned from this.
I just don't see how anythings ever going to feel like home to me again.
Or even if it does, if I can trust it.
People, even if they say they love you, always will end up not.
Whats the point if I'll just be nothing in the end anyways.
I don't really know what to do. I don't even really know if I like him.
And what would be the point even if I did.
My hearts broken anyway, and if anyone would have loved me before, no ones going to now.
I guess I'll call him tomorrow and see what happens.
If anything did happen, it would hurt too much anyway to lose something all over again.
How are you supposed to trust things?
The person I loved most and who I thought loved me most made me go away. I keep thinking about how much I love him, maybe its just because its so close to the 12th. But I know he doesnt love me, and doesnt really care if I talk to him or not. I honestly think the only reason he even talks to me anymore is so that eventually I'd set him up with her.
I should do that, even if it kills me.
It would be the right thing to do.
I just kinda regret so much it hurts.
Not that I havnt learned from this.
I just don't see how anythings ever going to feel like home to me again.
Or even if it does, if I can trust it.