Sep 28, 2012 12:38
...when you get your hopes up and you know you shouldn't, but you do anyway because things just keep looking up? I should stop that. I had everything planned out, but the tickets for NYCC alluded me because I couldn't PHYSICALLY go buy them at the comic store that still had them in NYC.
I'm at school, and I just wanna cry. I might just go, since the bathroom here needs a key, and I could just lock everyone else out for a good cry. >>;; It's not fair. I thought the hardest part would be getting my family to host me for the weekend. But no, that was fucking easy, and putting it off for a few days was stupid.
And classes are just...yeah. September's not even over, and I want this to just be over. I'm done. Just done, at least for today, but I have one more class, too much time until said class. I'm supposed to watch a movie on Saint Francis, but the fucks I don't give combined with the fact I need to go cry is not helping.
con adventures,
rant,
apathy makes the world go 'round,
dammit,
hate hate hate!,
well that was depressing