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Okay. So, um, this deserves a new entry.
So last entry left off with me talking about me being slightly inebriated. As in, there's people with any alcohol tolerance whatsoever and then there's me. I mean, I guess four sips of champagne doesn't seem like a big deal - like Maggie said, champagne's weak stuff - but it is for me. Just the fact that it's, you know, consisting of alcohol, that's sort of a big thing for me. But I mean, I also know 4 sips isn't a lot, it's nothing serious, I wasn't stumbling all over the place or doing something retarded like trying to fly off a chair or something (not that I never did that sober as a three year old. nope).
But it was a pretty big thing, and I figured like, well that's my big adventure for tonight.
However, some higher being was apparently like, Fuck that, yo.
So at 8:30, feeling kinda "woooooo my head is weird," Shannon's mom picked me, Rachel and James up and we met Maggie at Border's. We hung out for a while, whatever, yeah. Then Maggie's like, you guys want to go to the beach? We'll meet up with Tony there and we were all like, yeah, sure, that's cool.
So we all pile into Maggie's car, James bitches about my favorite bands because he's a fucking dickwad, people generally piss me off, the air smells bad. But I'm still sort of enjoying myself. So we get to the Phillips Ave beach in Deal, and it's fucking dark and Tony's there wearing nothing but a scarf. So I'm already uncomfortable. Thank goodness for darkness, I suppose. Then it turns out Jeremiah Chambers, Alex Trefacante, Kathrine Plotts and some other people I didn't know were there and they started taking their clothes off and running around too. I texted Aud, like "whoa, i'm getting a little freaked out down here" and she called and I ♥ her forever. You're the best. For true. But I was like, no, everything's ok, I'm not like fucking drunk off my ass or anything, I'm sort of away from the half-naked people smoking cigarettes, it's all good. So like we stand around for a little while, and I'm just getting steadily more uncomforable and steadily more nauseaous, so I eventually go to Maggie at like 10:15 and say, Look, I'm feeling crappy, I just wanna go, I'm gonna call for a ride, tell everyone I say goodbye and thanks for the ride. So I walk off the beach and call Aud and ask her and JB to come rescue me, and as I'm walking up toward the parking lot a cop walks by me. So I got off the phone as soon as I could and tried to text James like "yo, a cop, everyone put your clothes on" and idk if they got it, but yeah. So I was feeling kinda panicky, so I kind of stood in the shadow of one of the crazy bushes of doom. A few minutes later the cop comes over and is like, "What're you doing over here in the shadows?"
Me: FUCK
So I just told him the truth, I haven't been feeling well and I'm waiting for a ride, and I had to show him my permit/ID, tell him my name and where I lived, how old I was, etc. The whole time I'm standing there like, "FUCK. if there's anything really bad going on down there that I don't know about I'm fucking dead. fucking dead," and things of that nature. I told him, you know, i don't think there's anything bad going on down there, I'm not aware of anyone doing anything wrong, etc, and he's like, "well me neither. you just look kind of shifty standing in the shadows over here."
So he's like alright then, just do me a favor and stand in the light and I was all yessir. He walks away to go back out to the beach and I very dutifully stand under the street lamp. A few minutes later James and Alex come running out, like "OMG COPS MAGGIE AND TONY NO CLOTHES FUCK" and james starts bitching at me "what're you doing! why didn't you say goodbye! you're probably ashamed of yourself! blah blah blah!" and I told him, "fuck off, I didn't feel well, I just wanted to get out of there and I asked Maggie to say goodbye for me so leave me the fuck alone" and then the same thing basically happens with Shannon like 2 minutes later. They didn't know about the whole thing with the questionable beverage choice and I sort of didn't want to tell them, so they don't know. Maggie came over and talked to me like a civil human being and I ♥ her also. :) So we were talking and then JB and Aud pulled up and you guys, thanks so much. Really.
So I get in JB's car and he brings me home and I sort of relate the story to them and thank them a lot and they tell me about how they went on a fun mission to rescue me.
But yeah. I'm sort of....no, really just...weird. Freaked out I guess. Like a lot of stuff happened tonight and it all happened really fast. :/ So idk. I just...yeah.
*enjoys hugs*
♥
So last entry left off with me talking about me being slightly inebriated. As in, there's people with any alcohol tolerance whatsoever and then there's me. I mean, I guess four sips of champagne doesn't seem like a big deal - like Maggie said, champagne's weak stuff - but it is for me. Just the fact that it's, you know, consisting of alcohol, that's sort of a big thing for me. But I mean, I also know 4 sips isn't a lot, it's nothing serious, I wasn't stumbling all over the place or doing something retarded like trying to fly off a chair or something (not that I never did that sober as a three year old. nope).
But it was a pretty big thing, and I figured like, well that's my big adventure for tonight.
However, some higher being was apparently like, Fuck that, yo.
So at 8:30, feeling kinda "woooooo my head is weird," Shannon's mom picked me, Rachel and James up and we met Maggie at Border's. We hung out for a while, whatever, yeah. Then Maggie's like, you guys want to go to the beach? We'll meet up with Tony there and we were all like, yeah, sure, that's cool.
So we all pile into Maggie's car, James bitches about my favorite bands because he's a fucking dickwad, people generally piss me off, the air smells bad. But I'm still sort of enjoying myself. So we get to the Phillips Ave beach in Deal, and it's fucking dark and Tony's there wearing nothing but a scarf. So I'm already uncomfortable. Thank goodness for darkness, I suppose. Then it turns out Jeremiah Chambers, Alex Trefacante, Kathrine Plotts and some other people I didn't know were there and they started taking their clothes off and running around too. I texted Aud, like "whoa, i'm getting a little freaked out down here" and she called and I ♥ her forever. You're the best. For true. But I was like, no, everything's ok, I'm not like fucking drunk off my ass or anything, I'm sort of away from the half-naked people smoking cigarettes, it's all good. So like we stand around for a little while, and I'm just getting steadily more uncomforable and steadily more nauseaous, so I eventually go to Maggie at like 10:15 and say, Look, I'm feeling crappy, I just wanna go, I'm gonna call for a ride, tell everyone I say goodbye and thanks for the ride. So I walk off the beach and call Aud and ask her and JB to come rescue me, and as I'm walking up toward the parking lot a cop walks by me. So I got off the phone as soon as I could and tried to text James like "yo, a cop, everyone put your clothes on" and idk if they got it, but yeah. So I was feeling kinda panicky, so I kind of stood in the shadow of one of the crazy bushes of doom. A few minutes later the cop comes over and is like, "What're you doing over here in the shadows?"
Me: FUCK
So I just told him the truth, I haven't been feeling well and I'm waiting for a ride, and I had to show him my permit/ID, tell him my name and where I lived, how old I was, etc. The whole time I'm standing there like, "FUCK. if there's anything really bad going on down there that I don't know about I'm fucking dead. fucking dead," and things of that nature. I told him, you know, i don't think there's anything bad going on down there, I'm not aware of anyone doing anything wrong, etc, and he's like, "well me neither. you just look kind of shifty standing in the shadows over here."
So he's like alright then, just do me a favor and stand in the light and I was all yessir. He walks away to go back out to the beach and I very dutifully stand under the street lamp. A few minutes later James and Alex come running out, like "OMG COPS MAGGIE AND TONY NO CLOTHES FUCK" and james starts bitching at me "what're you doing! why didn't you say goodbye! you're probably ashamed of yourself! blah blah blah!" and I told him, "fuck off, I didn't feel well, I just wanted to get out of there and I asked Maggie to say goodbye for me so leave me the fuck alone" and then the same thing basically happens with Shannon like 2 minutes later. They didn't know about the whole thing with the questionable beverage choice and I sort of didn't want to tell them, so they don't know. Maggie came over and talked to me like a civil human being and I ♥ her also. :) So we were talking and then JB and Aud pulled up and you guys, thanks so much. Really.
So I get in JB's car and he brings me home and I sort of relate the story to them and thank them a lot and they tell me about how they went on a fun mission to rescue me.
But yeah. I'm sort of....no, really just...weird. Freaked out I guess. Like a lot of stuff happened tonight and it all happened really fast. :/ So idk. I just...yeah.
*enjoys hugs*
♥