this kid is the best ever
KTspd: i'm having an attack of low art self esteem
baritonetrumpet: why what's up
KTspd: would it be acceptable to hide under my covers and read harry potter until my next class
KTspd: i'm just sick of going to oil painting and having everyone walking around complimenting SOMETHING about everyone else's paintings and then looking at mine blankly and just walking away
KTspd: this includes the teacher
KTspd: and i'm sick of no one saying anything about any of my stuff during critiques
KTspd: even after i express that i've been having trouble and would like some con crit
KTspd: and i have my BFA review on april 7th and they want me not only to have a decent body of work they want it to showcase my "vision"
KTspd: i don't have a vision
KTspd: i just like to make pictures
KTspd: so i'm doomed
KTspd: and everyone in my classes hates everything i do
KTspd: and yeah
baritonetrumpet: so fucking do that
baritonetrumpet: make pictures
KTspd: but they don't have a *~vision~*
KTspd: or an *~overreaching theme~*
baritonetrumpet: yes they do
baritonetrumpet: they're all pictures
baritonetrumpet: your vision is to draw pictures that make people happy
KTspd: haha
KTspd: i love you
KTspd: idk if that will work though
baritonetrumpet: seriously this art world isn't that hard
KTspd: somehow i don't think a portfolio full of overly involved pictures of pokemon and scribbly stick figure deer riding skateboards is going to get me into the bachelor of fine arts program
baritonetrumpet: if you do it on lined paper
baritonetrumpet: it definitely will
KTspd: hahaha
KTspd: see that makes me want to do the opposite
KTspd: now i want to do an incredibly detailed watercolor painting of a perfectly anatomically correct deer with a magnificent rack of antlers doing a complicated skateboard trick
KTspd: on the most expensive watercolor paper i can find
baritonetrumpet: HAHA make it stand out and be like THIS IS MY VISION
KTspd: ANIMALS PLAYING SPORTS
KTspd: another one of a stegosaurus tennis match
baritonetrumpet: AHAHAH
baritonetrumpet: t-rex stomping cars? or is that plagiarism
KTspd: that's not a SPORT james
baritonetrumpet: It could BE
KTspd: i should dig this out of my notebook from senior english and throw it in http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v315/shinsengumi14/?action=view¤t=the-dinosaur-page.jpg
KTspd: i'm pretty sure it's still the best thing i've ever drawn
baritonetrumpet: oooh it's on lined paper you'll get mad points for that
James made me feel better about how I suck. But I still suck. :(
I want to go home now, I don't want to deal with another 3 days here. I want to go home and make food and make art and hang out with my cat and not worry about smug harpy bitches and their ilk any more and I want things to be perfect again like they were before but whatever. I just wanna go home and see my family and my cat and go to the city and hang out in some museums. I'm supposed to go look at contemporary art...but I don't like contemporary art! :( I just wanna go hang out in the baroque sculpture hall at the Met.
Mer.
baritonetrumpet: why what's up
KTspd: would it be acceptable to hide under my covers and read harry potter until my next class
KTspd: i'm just sick of going to oil painting and having everyone walking around complimenting SOMETHING about everyone else's paintings and then looking at mine blankly and just walking away
KTspd: this includes the teacher
KTspd: and i'm sick of no one saying anything about any of my stuff during critiques
KTspd: even after i express that i've been having trouble and would like some con crit
KTspd: and i have my BFA review on april 7th and they want me not only to have a decent body of work they want it to showcase my "vision"
KTspd: i don't have a vision
KTspd: i just like to make pictures
KTspd: so i'm doomed
KTspd: and everyone in my classes hates everything i do
KTspd: and yeah
baritonetrumpet: so fucking do that
baritonetrumpet: make pictures
KTspd: but they don't have a *~vision~*
KTspd: or an *~overreaching theme~*
baritonetrumpet: yes they do
baritonetrumpet: they're all pictures
baritonetrumpet: your vision is to draw pictures that make people happy
KTspd: haha
KTspd: i love you
KTspd: idk if that will work though
baritonetrumpet: seriously this art world isn't that hard
KTspd: somehow i don't think a portfolio full of overly involved pictures of pokemon and scribbly stick figure deer riding skateboards is going to get me into the bachelor of fine arts program
baritonetrumpet: if you do it on lined paper
baritonetrumpet: it definitely will
KTspd: hahaha
KTspd: see that makes me want to do the opposite
KTspd: now i want to do an incredibly detailed watercolor painting of a perfectly anatomically correct deer with a magnificent rack of antlers doing a complicated skateboard trick
KTspd: on the most expensive watercolor paper i can find
baritonetrumpet: HAHA make it stand out and be like THIS IS MY VISION
KTspd: ANIMALS PLAYING SPORTS
KTspd: another one of a stegosaurus tennis match
baritonetrumpet: AHAHAH
baritonetrumpet: t-rex stomping cars? or is that plagiarism
KTspd: that's not a SPORT james
baritonetrumpet: It could BE
KTspd: i should dig this out of my notebook from senior english and throw it in http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v315/shinsengumi14/?action=view¤t=the-dinosaur-page.jpg
KTspd: i'm pretty sure it's still the best thing i've ever drawn
baritonetrumpet: oooh it's on lined paper you'll get mad points for that
James made me feel better about how I suck. But I still suck. :(
I want to go home now, I don't want to deal with another 3 days here. I want to go home and make food and make art and hang out with my cat and not worry about smug harpy bitches and their ilk any more and I want things to be perfect again like they were before but whatever. I just wanna go home and see my family and my cat and go to the city and hang out in some museums. I'm supposed to go look at contemporary art...but I don't like contemporary art! :( I just wanna go hang out in the baroque sculpture hall at the Met.
Mer.