ugh.

[shinsengumi14]

i hate packing. it sucks. i wish i could just have all my shit magically be packed so i could just go whenever I want. it didn't seem like this much of a pain last year. maybe because i started packing like a month before, as i was getting stuff. idk. meanwhile i still have to wash, go through and pack all my clothes, along with a giant pile of stuff in my basement still. i keep feeling like i'm forgetting something. i dunno. i just want to be back at school. I'm so excited to move in and do something new and exciting that waiting just seems interminable. i can't wait to see my school friends, and go out and have fun, and meet new friends and go to my new classes and learn new things. but i'm so terrible at goodbyes. leaving is going to be hard. Arvo is already gone (i cried for sure) and so is james. aud is leaving tomorrow morning. then it seems like really, it's just me. thankfully it'll only be that way for a day and then i'll be back at school with tar-tar and all my friends, distracted by moving in and doing things. but i don't think james and liam are coming with us on saturday....so that is going to be a rough rough goodbye. and my kitty! ugh.
like i said. i just want to go. i want the packing, and the sad parts, to be over with as soon as possible.

i also had my last day of work yesterday. that was really sad. i wasn't expecting that. i really liked that job. I'll probably go back next summer, even just as like an additional second job to something else. that'd be really nice. though it was the best last day of work ever. everyone gave me hugs, and kyle made me an epic sandwich, and emily wore mr. montefiore's hat. definitely better than my last day of work last year, where i got fired but no one told me. :) lolz.

should probably go back to packing so i can hang out with aud. kill me. lol