Nov 06, 2006 23:23
So Mrs. Lewis thinks I should quit my job like right now.
Well, that's not going to work.
However, I'm definitely seriously considering quitting around Winter Break. Like I figured I'd stay through the holidays, but then I realized that I wouldn't be able to work pretty much the entire duration of break, just cause...you know, stuff. Family and friends and sentimental things like that.
And then after that I think I'm going to really need to buckle down with school and art and APs and stuff and work will just be one thing too much.
I mean, despite what I may say I do like my job, for the most part, and don't really want to quit, but I don't really see how it's going to work out. :/
So if I want to be done for good by break, I need to give my two weeks notice by December 8th. Which is only a month from now really.
Once again I'm at a loss for what to do. I really need money, for gas and car insurance and just, like, living. And then saving, too. Like for school next year, what with books and art supplies and...other things? I don't even know what they are but they're probably going to cost money.
I figure once maybe April or May rolls around I could get another job, since a lot of the pressure will be off by then. Maybe waitressing? I dunno. I just have this idea in my head that waitressing is really cool. I could wear like a little apron.
But that's like, 5-6 months from now. What do I do about the $300 worth of car insurance plus gas plus, like, that other stuff that needs to be paid for in between? I can't go back to just being like "parents! money! thanks!" again even though i tend to do that now because i have budgeting issues ahem because then I feel bad. I mean my mom's having enough issues as it is, and the fact that she's not working probably would just complicate that a hundred times more and....yeah.
Maybe I just need a better job? :/ How about one where they pay me for....being cool and I can just stay at home and do stuff I need to do. That would be a good one right now.
But um yeah. Have I updated enough in the past like 2 days or what?
ps. There's these really sexy pants at Delia's and omg. I want them. I tried them on. Oh. My God. Ha ha I love them.
pps. My precalc book just keeps inexplicably getting grosser and grosser. Like it's damp all the time and it's getting all waterstained and spotty and frankly musty and I can't figure out why. >_<;
ppps. Tomorrow is Katie's last day before she takes the Brookdale girls soccer to Nationals and then moves to North Carolina. :(
random thoughts,
aero,
school,
conundrums,
art,
argh,
work