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[10.] I am still rather confuzzled about this whole situation but I feel as if maybe I should explain a tiny bit more.
I was gunna bake some more cookies when Kuja comes into the kitchen, mad about something, and then after a while, he ends up kissing me... Well, we ended up making out, and lady Quistis and mister Sephiroth comes in. Quistis ended up getting super angry, and I wasn't exactly sure why...and then I find out Kuja had kissed Quistis before he kissed me. Does this mean Quistis liked Kuja or something? I honestly didn't know if that was the case...But Ku-kun is very nice to me, so I kinda like him too, but now I'm not sure if he really likes me or not or whut or...stuff.
Well, when Quistis said I was sleeping with a whore, I was hurt a lot...I mean, I didn't sleep with Kuja, and I certainly don't think he's a whore anyway, and I ended up crying a little so I guess Kuja got mad and he started a fight between Quistis, and then Quistis said a really REALLY bad threat, and then I had to push her to stop, cuz I was afraid of what coulda happened...Then Kuja went to bed, and I was just...sniff.
It was terrible. I didn't want to get anyone mad...But somehow, I guess I did. Poor Quistis even found a dead marlboro inside the bathroom...it smelled bad. ._.
I dunno what to do. ._. After Tseng, I'm sorta..iffy with relationships, and a tad scared of them, but Kuja made me very comfortable but I..dunno. I don't want to hurt Quistis either, cuz she's nice, even without her medicine sometimes.
There was also some comparing of the PJs last night. I was proud of my moon/stars pj pants, pikachu socks, and moogle hat.
I was gunna bake some more cookies when Kuja comes into the kitchen, mad about something, and then after a while, he ends up kissing me... Well, we ended up making out, and lady Quistis and mister Sephiroth comes in. Quistis ended up getting super angry, and I wasn't exactly sure why...and then I find out Kuja had kissed Quistis before he kissed me. Does this mean Quistis liked Kuja or something? I honestly didn't know if that was the case...But Ku-kun is very nice to me, so I kinda like him too, but now I'm not sure if he really likes me or not or whut or...stuff.
Well, when Quistis said I was sleeping with a whore, I was hurt a lot...I mean, I didn't sleep with Kuja, and I certainly don't think he's a whore anyway, and I ended up crying a little so I guess Kuja got mad and he started a fight between Quistis, and then Quistis said a really REALLY bad threat, and then I had to push her to stop, cuz I was afraid of what coulda happened...Then Kuja went to bed, and I was just...sniff.
It was terrible. I didn't want to get anyone mad...But somehow, I guess I did. Poor Quistis even found a dead marlboro inside the bathroom...it smelled bad. ._.
I dunno what to do. ._. After Tseng, I'm sorta..iffy with relationships, and a tad scared of them, but Kuja made me very comfortable but I..dunno. I don't want to hurt Quistis either, cuz she's nice, even without her medicine sometimes.
There was also some comparing of the PJs last night. I was proud of my moon/stars pj pants, pikachu socks, and moogle hat.