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Today started out well enough, but it kinda spiraled downwards from there. I didn't get to sleep until around 4am last night, so I got a little over 3 hours of sleep. The exhaustion didn't really hit me until after lunch, so I was struggling to remain happy in 5th period. I just couldn't do it. As such, it feels like I really wasted that period, or I ruined it myself.
6th period we had a sub and a worksheet, so I slept for a couple minutes at a time. 7th period we finished watching Hotel Rwanda, but this time I didn't have anything else to do, so I ended up focusing on the movie. As such, I felt really lightheaded and uncomfortable by the time the bell rang. It's an incredibly disturbing movie, I'm surprised the school let Mr. Knox show it to us...
And then my mother forgot to pick me up so I had to walk home. :/
Chelsea told me that if I'm not smiling tomorrow, she's going to hurt me. But I know that if I try to make myself smile too hard, I'll end up crying, or at least on the verge of tears. I've kind of got a mental block about crying in front of people. She said it'll be okay, and I know it's okay. I am a very happy person. I have a good life. It truly is okay. It's just not the way I want it to be okay.
As for everything else, I'm going to ask my mother for a money order to pay amazonstorm for her 3 Hero Visions. (hello adorable cover picture of Shinji here I come) I need to find the right time to ask, though.
I'm also kinda waiting for HLJ to contact me for how much I owe for SH Kuroshishi and RH Momotarous. :/ Except, Kuroshishi is on backorder, even though I pre-ordered almost right after it showed up on their site. Ah well.
I still wanna get RH Uratarous too, except I think he's order stopped. Curses! Still undecided on the other Den-O RHs. I'd feel bad if I don't get Sword Form, since I love Den-O so much, but I'll be the first to admit it's not the most appealing to look at. But on the other hand, I know I'll feel even worse once the toys are discontinued and I don't have it. Sigh. Maybe I'll just get Sword, Rod, and Gun Form. I'm not fond of Axe...
And, Heroes is off its hiatus~! It was gone for so long, though, that I kinda forgot what all happened. After all the hype this episode ranked in as just "okay." I think next episode is when it'll hit its stride for this season. I don't know exactly what to think of the series as a whole, since there's so many characters and plots I don't agree with. But, I'll keep watching and see where it goes.
VerusMaya II
6th period we had a sub and a worksheet, so I slept for a couple minutes at a time. 7th period we finished watching Hotel Rwanda, but this time I didn't have anything else to do, so I ended up focusing on the movie. As such, I felt really lightheaded and uncomfortable by the time the bell rang. It's an incredibly disturbing movie, I'm surprised the school let Mr. Knox show it to us...
And then my mother forgot to pick me up so I had to walk home. :/
Chelsea told me that if I'm not smiling tomorrow, she's going to hurt me. But I know that if I try to make myself smile too hard, I'll end up crying, or at least on the verge of tears. I've kind of got a mental block about crying in front of people. She said it'll be okay, and I know it's okay. I am a very happy person. I have a good life. It truly is okay. It's just not the way I want it to be okay.
As for everything else, I'm going to ask my mother for a money order to pay amazonstorm for her 3 Hero Visions. (hello adorable cover picture of Shinji here I come) I need to find the right time to ask, though.
I'm also kinda waiting for HLJ to contact me for how much I owe for SH Kuroshishi and RH Momotarous. :/ Except, Kuroshishi is on backorder, even though I pre-ordered almost right after it showed up on their site. Ah well.
I still wanna get RH Uratarous too, except I think he's order stopped. Curses! Still undecided on the other Den-O RHs. I'd feel bad if I don't get Sword Form, since I love Den-O so much, but I'll be the first to admit it's not the most appealing to look at. But on the other hand, I know I'll feel even worse once the toys are discontinued and I don't have it. Sigh. Maybe I'll just get Sword, Rod, and Gun Form. I'm not fond of Axe...
And, Heroes is off its hiatus~! It was gone for so long, though, that I kinda forgot what all happened. After all the hype this episode ranked in as just "okay." I think next episode is when it'll hit its stride for this season. I don't know exactly what to think of the series as a whole, since there's so many characters and plots I don't agree with. But, I'll keep watching and see where it goes.
VerusMaya II