And I know I may end up failing too
Hello lovelies *hugs and kisses to all*
- I like the bullets so here we go:
- As i have mentioned before I FUCKING LOVE TRAIN'S SOUL SISTER! SRSLY, ITS my lil sis and mine like song that just makes us smile and feel good, especially the video! he is so adorable, i wanna smish him! *singsm ....so gansta, i'm so thug" squeeeee~
- Dad left rehab, *shrugs* his choice . He apologized and well like i told him, i am tired of empty promises and apoligies. I told him we (the family) need a break from him, He keeps trying to guilt trip us and this time its just not going to work. Tough love is a bitch but Its the only thing i have left.
- So he is on his own now. Supposely (he told my mom, whom he better be glad is in a zen zone trying to just be more positive and in tune with herself and God because she might have killed him for the shit he put me throught.) is still going to AA meetings. His GF (my boss) hasn't taken him back though he has tried asking her. I am over that shit. I told her YOU take him back YOU deal with him. Leave violeta Arely outta of this.
- I will just pray that he gets better and finally takes responsibilty for his actions and his life. Its still hurts not really knowing what he is up too and whats he doing. I have always been a daddy's girl.
- One thing should be clear. I love him to death. He is my blood and that will never change and I love him. I do.
- I am tired and stressed as we head to the april 15th dead line for taxes.
- I AM BEYOND EXCITED FOR THE PLANS THAT penceyprepster AND I HAVE FOR THE SUMMER!
- I LOVE THE YOUNG VEINS and I am still sad faced that i couldn't see them when they came to houston.
- I LOVE MCR
- I LOVE LINKIN PARK ABOVE ALL AND THEY NEED TO GIVE ME A NEW CD AND PROJEKT REV THIS SUMMER!
- I dont have a car, my boss let me borrow her car, because she traded in the car she bought my dad for a new car and i am using her old one till i get a new car.
- FINDING A CAR FOR $4,000 TO $5,000 IS FUCKING HARD! But little bro is helping me
- I LOVE MY FAMILY TO DEATH.
- I LOVE MY DOGS TO DEATH AND A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO MY bro bought FISHIES! we have named them, goldie, blackie and MR. MR. SCARFACE (he is the bottom feeder and he is all mine! i named him)
- I LOVE MY FLIST AND MY FRIENDS
- at times i on the edge of a breakdown and depression.
- I want a boyfriend. I want to feel special to someone.
- Sometimes, because i dont want to have children people make me feel shitty and abnormal because its a choice i have made. Like I am crazy because i dont want kids.