May 27, 2006 16:20
I have been home for two weeks now, and the most ridiculous shit has happened. I thought coming home would be weird, but I have had so much fucking fun.
My first full day home, I went to Jenna's. And I ended up seeing what seemed like almost everyone on the planet. I saw Jenna, Natalie, Alyssa, Midori, Colin, Ed, FroZack, Goddard and Sarah and Jeanette.
Night 2 I hung out with the Stephanator, and we watched Russkies with Hannel, Rick, and Pat.
Night 3 was High School Musical and major bonding time with Alison Clasper.
Night 4 was a short-lived stop at the garage for Sarah's B-Day and to see Shawn, Joel, Ricky, and Patryk. Then I went to Erica's new place where we played cards.
The next day Stephi and I went to New Paltz to get Taylor and then came back on Friday (the next day) to move Taylor into her new appartment where a good time was had by all, and I got to see even more people like Dan and Jaifer and Whalen.
The next morning was the sabres game and cleaning up Taylor's place and free bacon and hot sauce shots down town. Oh, and in the late evening we went to this chick lindlee's place (nat works with her). It was cool. But those kids were seriously unstable, fucked up people. Plus there was cat, which made me want to die.
This past week was Colin's Pot Luck, and I really missed Evan. But it was so cool. I fucking saw JAKE TURLEY for the first time in over a year. And Mikey! And Zack. And the food was so fucking good. And Matt Seier and Brian Marr even showed up.
Monday I took the kiddies on their "secret mission", and we went to Dunn Tire Park to watch the Sabres game, but apparently they only show the games there for home games, so we were SOL. I could tell Ed felt really stupid, but I was havin a good time. And we all went back to Ed's house to watch the game. I talked to Ed's dad, whom I absolutely adore! He's so cute. Oh yeah and we hung out with this chick from Wegman's named Joanna. She was nice. I dig.
Tuesday I bonfired it up at Jenna's with the girls. I got to scubs! And Rahel Stem.. Other peep's stopped by, Broadway Joe's was a no go, and I ended up at Colin's again.
Wed. I watched the game at Emily Charlton's house where I saw Fortner and Elayna and Anja and Jen Diakun+Dan. Goddard came over. I had an ok time, but I left early.
Thursday was real cool. Just Taylor and Ed and I hung out. And we went to Krysta's place in E. Aurora for her bf's birthday. I had my first hot dog and first corn on the cob of the summer. Yum. And there was an ice cream cake war. I met Ed's grandparents. So cute. And Josh tried hitting on me again. Gross. Then I fronted money for some Jameson, and we went back to Taylor's to drink it, as we left entirely too late to make to The Square. My mom was mad that I slept over at Taylor's. I didn't have to work Friday, thoguh. She's fucking weird.
Yesterday was Thai food with the fam and then Sabres at Colin's and a movie at J's where I saw Bonny, which was realy random.
My brother also came home this week. He'll be here till the 5th, I believe, before he heads off to Europe to cater the World fucking Cup. The little bitch.
Work is gay.
I'm sorry if that was completely boring for anyone, but I'm just writing it down for myself to remember when I look back on this shit later cuz I do that sort of thing.
I missed One Acts, the Choir Concert, and the Band Concert.
So I missed seeing Carly and Laura, and all those other kids. But I know I'll see em soon enough and that I'll see the kids from south at some point in the next 3 months. Oh well. I don't underdstand why people are so freaking attached to their high schools.
Things from the past are haunting me in a sense, and I'm getting a bit confused. I don't know how to take what's coming at me. I know what's safe, and what's too risky to risk. But sometimes I feel like risking it. Somehow everything in my life comes at the wrong time. I don't know if the feelings are true or if desperation and loneliness and the driving forces...but I'm willing to place my bet on thr latter. Either way, I know at least one person around here is desperately trying to fill some voids.
And you say, "I'm gonna want you, want you. I'm gonna need you, need you sometimes. Sometimes ...And I've got voids to fill." Fuckin Paulson. All of their songs are so relevant right now.
We opened the pool today. We still need to finish it off and then fill it up.
Tomorrow = Toronto with the girls and the Sox v. Jays and hopefully a fake.
And when I come home, I need to hang out with you, RachelCantor, as you are one of the few people I have a big crush on that I have yet to see.
I must call Brian, Chrissi, and Sarah, and give them a scandal update.
Every time I come home, it's big important conversation after big important conversation. And I don't know how healthy that is. It's better than nothing at all. But I feel like there shouldn't always be this much shit to have to work out.
I need to stop eating and start running.
Pssshhhhh.
Stephi leaves tomorrow. Oh shit, son. I love you, stephanator. I will see you tonight, but I hope you have an amamzingly wonderful time. KISSES!