One of those days...
From the moment I woke up I knew I was going to have one of those days. One of those days were you just aren't happy. Everything irritates you. Nothing seems to satisfy you. On top of that, I felt FAT. And no, it's not even that time of the month. Part of my feeling fat was probably from the drinks I had last night. My body loves to punish me. I swear! I can't even have a few drinks without waking up feeling like i'm 3 months pregnant. Sucks.
I went out on the strip and tried to take in the wonderous characteristic views of Las Vegas. I got to see the beautiful fountains at the Bellagio. But then....nothing. I didn't want to do anything. I had no motivation or desire. I didn't know what the heck was wrong with me. Then it hit me. Danny had txt me earlier and said "you sure are an alone person". No. I'm not. I'm really not. I read that txt and just sighed. People view me as this independent girl who can go off and do as she pleases alone or with people. But the truth is, I don't like to be alone. I really don't. I like to be able to share experiences and memories with people. Walking around with no one to talk to is just torture. These past four days have been torture for me. I became so desperate for human interaction. I wanted a friend so bad. I didn't care who. I just wanted to have someone by my side. I don't want to be alone anymore. I feel so down right now. And then poor Munky called me and I kinda took it out on him. I just didn't want to hear it. How weird is that? I'm craving for human interaction and then he calls and I just wanted to be left alone. What is wrong with me?
Anyway, I decided to go search for a place to eat. I ended up lost in the Bellagio casino. That place is beyond HUGE. I wanted to go to their buffet but when I saw how many times the line wrapped around the place, I decided against it. ^^
So I just ordered room service and i'm going to watch anime for the rest of the night. Go me.
Ja.
I went out on the strip and tried to take in the wonderous characteristic views of Las Vegas. I got to see the beautiful fountains at the Bellagio. But then....nothing. I didn't want to do anything. I had no motivation or desire. I didn't know what the heck was wrong with me. Then it hit me. Danny had txt me earlier and said "you sure are an alone person". No. I'm not. I'm really not. I read that txt and just sighed. People view me as this independent girl who can go off and do as she pleases alone or with people. But the truth is, I don't like to be alone. I really don't. I like to be able to share experiences and memories with people. Walking around with no one to talk to is just torture. These past four days have been torture for me. I became so desperate for human interaction. I wanted a friend so bad. I didn't care who. I just wanted to have someone by my side. I don't want to be alone anymore. I feel so down right now. And then poor Munky called me and I kinda took it out on him. I just didn't want to hear it. How weird is that? I'm craving for human interaction and then he calls and I just wanted to be left alone. What is wrong with me?
Anyway, I decided to go search for a place to eat. I ended up lost in the Bellagio casino. That place is beyond HUGE. I wanted to go to their buffet but when I saw how many times the line wrapped around the place, I decided against it. ^^
So I just ordered room service and i'm going to watch anime for the rest of the night. Go me.
Ja.