this is me thinking of whats gonna happen this new year
So i had an amazing dream last night...it was crazy it was like i re-lived last sunday in a different way,i went to church in the morning it was new years eve,then after church me and the henshin boys (including all in kansas city at the time) and chris and mitch,played soccer out side of the church,with just randos i cant remember i think tak was there haha,then after that we all went to gamestop and bought stuff for our wii's haha,then it went to the night and i went to the exchange student dinner and i was sittin at a big round table with everyone from before and some more of my good friends like hannah,mike,sam,and dee and it was an amazing time,in many ways...ha and there was another part of this dream that happened at like at the same time of all of this,like in the same day,but not ....but yea thats the part that,when i woke up, i wanted to post this song lol ....its also the song i currently have on my space,and its possibly my most favorite song ever lol"Armor for Sleep-Dream To Make Believe"
It's funny how things work out,
the ones we need ,don't know we're there
If I were sand,and you were oceans,
the moon would be
why you're pulled to me
I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I don't have to feel,the truth that you can't ever be
the one person that won't ever forget me
I hope that dreams,come when I die,so we can talk
I won't wake up
I'll ask you how,your life worked out
I'll never know,that I'm just dreaming
I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I don't have to feel
the truth that you can't ever be
the one person that won't ever forget me.....
Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more....
yea so after i woke up at like 7 am i couldnt go back to bed cause my mind was filled with everything that occurred in that dream ,thoughts of how everything in life is gonna turn out,and thoughts of how i dont want to my friends to leave or me leave them,thoughts of what im gonna do in life,and when im gonna leave home and this life behind...and then i thought
God is in control...and Hes all that rele matters...and theres more to explain to that but...not stuff i wanna put on lj lol anyway i love all of u friends of mine! lol
chris it was a pretty good winter break,sry i didnt get to give u an official good bye,but ill see you soon and even if ur not here for the summer i know we will still find a way to have some good times lol
talk to you all later!
peace and love