[FanFic] A Night Like Tonight
Title: A Night Like Tonight
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: PG-Pg13ish
Genre: Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: Don’t own them. I want them so I can make them better!
Summary: It would be a night like tonight and Jaejoong would take it for grant it.
A Night Like Tonight
It was a breezy night, a great 2 am night, the stars shone, the night life was quiet and Jaejoong took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
A small spot on the window became foggy and he looked at it, eyes tiered and watched as the slowly edges shrunk around it and soon enough the spot was dry and Jae could see his reflection again.
Not liking the sight that met him, he closed his eyes leaned against the window pane and let the cold seep through and slowly ease his worries away.
It was a night like tonight, a year and some months that when he was restless, tiered to the bone but couldn’t sleep, a night where the whole world felt like it was on his shoulders and he just couldn’t sleep that Jae would sneak out and stare at the outside, wishing to just...just…just wishing for something. He really didn’t ever have a clue what he was wishing, he just wished really hard and when the wishing just became too much and reality was still all around him, suffocating him, when he would start to shake from inside out, when he just couldn’t handle it anymore, then, the small padding of feet would reach his ears and the strong smell of soap and shampoo would hit his nose.
Those small things, insignificant as they were could make his whole worries, his shakes and the whole world cease and he would just be there, staring at his reflection, but somehow the face staring back at him, didn’t want to make him claw his eyes out.
It was a night like tonight that he would feel a strong gaze pierce through him, feel as if he couldn’t breathe and at the same time feel like the whole world was revolving around him and he was the center and it was a night like tonight where would take a step back from the wide expanse of the windows and sit on the small love seat and wait patiently for the same from him.
He would feel the small dip next to him, a small touch of the knees and the whole room would feel like an oven and Jaejoong would feel it boiling inside, so hot, that at times it would feel ice cold.
And then he would say one word, a small word, that honestly didn’t mean much, it was just a word. A name.
“Boojae…”
And it was a night like tonight were he would just lean to the left till he met with a firm shoulder and just lay there, eyes closed, heart at ease, worries gone and just be peaceful. Quiet.
And it was a night like tonight, except that it wasn’t, there was no padding feet, no soap or shampoo smell, no gaze, no dipping of the sofa, no small touch that reached to the core of him, no small word and no quiet.
The face still stared at him in the window. It was a night like tonight, except it wasn’t, it hadn’t been in long, long time, and Jae wondered just how was he going to cope when it felt like forever now and the end was still nowhere, and the night continued and he stared, and stared and it really wasn’t worth it, the waiting, but still he waited up.
Just in case, it was a night like tonight.
A/N: And wow…I don’t know where that came from but it did and so I wrote it. Don’t hurt me. I’ve been gone from the lj world for quite some time.
It makes me sad and the thought that I make my comeback so to speak with this, is a weird feeling to say the least. Usually my fics are all crack with a smudge of fluff but this is just sad (as in it’s a sad fic not sad that I don’t like it. I LIKE IT.)…and it makes me sad. But any way enough of my ramblings. Hope You all like it.
Comments are loved. ~S2~
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: PG-Pg13ish
Genre: Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: Don’t own them. I want them so I can make them better!
Summary: It would be a night like tonight and Jaejoong would take it for grant it.
A Night Like Tonight
It was a breezy night, a great 2 am night, the stars shone, the night life was quiet and Jaejoong took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
A small spot on the window became foggy and he looked at it, eyes tiered and watched as the slowly edges shrunk around it and soon enough the spot was dry and Jae could see his reflection again.
Not liking the sight that met him, he closed his eyes leaned against the window pane and let the cold seep through and slowly ease his worries away.
It was a night like tonight, a year and some months that when he was restless, tiered to the bone but couldn’t sleep, a night where the whole world felt like it was on his shoulders and he just couldn’t sleep that Jae would sneak out and stare at the outside, wishing to just...just…just wishing for something. He really didn’t ever have a clue what he was wishing, he just wished really hard and when the wishing just became too much and reality was still all around him, suffocating him, when he would start to shake from inside out, when he just couldn’t handle it anymore, then, the small padding of feet would reach his ears and the strong smell of soap and shampoo would hit his nose.
Those small things, insignificant as they were could make his whole worries, his shakes and the whole world cease and he would just be there, staring at his reflection, but somehow the face staring back at him, didn’t want to make him claw his eyes out.
It was a night like tonight that he would feel a strong gaze pierce through him, feel as if he couldn’t breathe and at the same time feel like the whole world was revolving around him and he was the center and it was a night like tonight where would take a step back from the wide expanse of the windows and sit on the small love seat and wait patiently for the same from him.
He would feel the small dip next to him, a small touch of the knees and the whole room would feel like an oven and Jaejoong would feel it boiling inside, so hot, that at times it would feel ice cold.
And then he would say one word, a small word, that honestly didn’t mean much, it was just a word. A name.
“Boojae…”
And it was a night like tonight were he would just lean to the left till he met with a firm shoulder and just lay there, eyes closed, heart at ease, worries gone and just be peaceful. Quiet.
And it was a night like tonight, except that it wasn’t, there was no padding feet, no soap or shampoo smell, no gaze, no dipping of the sofa, no small touch that reached to the core of him, no small word and no quiet.
The face still stared at him in the window. It was a night like tonight, except it wasn’t, it hadn’t been in long, long time, and Jae wondered just how was he going to cope when it felt like forever now and the end was still nowhere, and the night continued and he stared, and stared and it really wasn’t worth it, the waiting, but still he waited up.
Just in case, it was a night like tonight.
A/N: And wow…I don’t know where that came from but it did and so I wrote it. Don’t hurt me. I’ve been gone from the lj world for quite some time.
It makes me sad and the thought that I make my comeback so to speak with this, is a weird feeling to say the least. Usually my fics are all crack with a smudge of fluff but this is just sad (as in it’s a sad fic not sad that I don’t like it. I LIKE IT.)…and it makes me sad. But any way enough of my ramblings. Hope You all like it.
Comments are loved. ~S2~