"never will i give up trying cause you're everything to me"
the postal seriveeeeee are so great. i love them<3 and i love all of my guy friends because they all just give such good advice and are so fun and cool and yay i love them. that was random but like...theres very VERY few girls that i like. girls are SO hard to trust. they talk about everyone and just piss me off. but boys for me are easy to trust. and they are so honest and i love that. most of the time when you need to talk to someone and you talk to a girl, they say what you want to hear so you are happy. well thats stupid because i would rather hear the truth even if it upsets me. boys just give great advice and i love that and i love my guy friends yay for them.
SPEAKING OF GUY FRIENDS!!!! ryan mcmurray comes home tomorrowwwww and i cant wait to hangout with him and beat him up.
todayyyyyyyyyy was fun! i hungout out with mackenzie<3. a girl that i love love love and we went shopping and it was just really fun. i laughed alotttt and i love laughing. we went to the mallllll and brave new world and coconuts and toys r us and her mom picked us up and and she went to shoprite and me and mackkkkkk went to dunkin donuts and some fucking retard worked there and he was so stupidddddddskljakl;sjdasd. than we went back and played in the parking lot like cool kids and than went back to her house and played with her my little ponies and took BEAUTIFUL pictures and ate tacos and than i left. OH AND MACKENZIE GOT A "HOTNASTY" HAIRCUT! yay. so yes that was my day. and she also introduced me to a band hellgoodbye and they are so awesoem and i love them now. i was in a shitty mood last night and when i woke up this morning and mackenzie cheered me up and i love her. OH and we looked at hot trashy laungerae(i spelt that way wrong) and we are going back to get it when we get jobs. and she got a really cool bra with faces on it and i know its too small for her but shes a freak and bought it anyway. SO YEAH TODAY WAS GOOD AND I NEEDED IT!
ew and last night i had a dream that gus told me he wanted to be my friend again and i was so happy and gave him the biggest hug ever. and i miss him alot but he hates me cause im "gross" now. and im going to "turn into a waste". and that makes me feel bad and i wish he would justttttttt talk to me. but he wont.
i was just talking to tabatha about how i want to fall in love this year. and i really do. i want to call someone just to say i love you and have them do the same and be a dumb girl in love and think im going to marry my boyfriend even though i most likely wont. im just a big fucking dork and i think all that stuff is so cute. and im jealous of people that have that feeling.
the enddddddddd<3
SPEAKING OF GUY FRIENDS!!!! ryan mcmurray comes home tomorrowwwww and i cant wait to hangout with him and beat him up.
todayyyyyyyyyy was fun! i hungout out with mackenzie<3. a girl that i love love love and we went shopping and it was just really fun. i laughed alotttt and i love laughing. we went to the mallllll and brave new world and coconuts and toys r us and her mom picked us up and and she went to shoprite and me and mackkkkkk went to dunkin donuts and some fucking retard worked there and he was so stupidddddddskljakl;sjdasd. than we went back and played in the parking lot like cool kids and than went back to her house and played with her my little ponies and took BEAUTIFUL pictures and ate tacos and than i left. OH AND MACKENZIE GOT A "HOTNASTY" HAIRCUT! yay. so yes that was my day. and she also introduced me to a band hellgoodbye and they are so awesoem and i love them now. i was in a shitty mood last night and when i woke up this morning and mackenzie cheered me up and i love her. OH and we looked at hot trashy laungerae(i spelt that way wrong) and we are going back to get it when we get jobs. and she got a really cool bra with faces on it and i know its too small for her but shes a freak and bought it anyway. SO YEAH TODAY WAS GOOD AND I NEEDED IT!
ew and last night i had a dream that gus told me he wanted to be my friend again and i was so happy and gave him the biggest hug ever. and i miss him alot but he hates me cause im "gross" now. and im going to "turn into a waste". and that makes me feel bad and i wish he would justttttttt talk to me. but he wont.
i was just talking to tabatha about how i want to fall in love this year. and i really do. i want to call someone just to say i love you and have them do the same and be a dumb girl in love and think im going to marry my boyfriend even though i most likely wont. im just a big fucking dork and i think all that stuff is so cute. and im jealous of people that have that feeling.
the enddddddddd<3