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[shinning_sorrow]

"i wanted to mean everything to you
but this isn't right
you keep coming back disassembled
and i keep losing this fight"-emery

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my girlieee

[useless_emotion]

"i just want to be happy...like completely happy with everything in my life"
vicki no one ever is completely happy with everything in their lives, everyone always wants to better themselves and always wants more. there is always something wrong even if it is something so little like a pimple on school picture day.

but i was talking to kevin and he said that some boys dont always say how they exactly feel for a girl, so thats why us girls arent pussies like them and tell boys exactly how we feel for them because if we dont do it then it takes the boys so much longer to do it. soo you know what tell jessy how you feel for him and if hes just going to lead you on and not feel the same then fuck him. because you dont deserve getting lead on because its really horrible. but i know how you feel because im kinda in the same situation you are except i told the boy how i felt already and yeah who knows whats going to happen there. but vicki you are my girlfriend, my bestfriend and you deserve the fucking best so if he doesnt feel the same way then you know it happened for a reason because you dont want someone that you care so much about and they dont care at all because then it wont work and it wont be fair really and that will be the reason why you guys dont get back together. but if you say how you feel and he actually calls when he says he will and hangsout with you when you have plans then maybe it is worth it. it all takes time. but in the end everything will be okay because if its not okay then its not the end. so dont worry vickii lewwww you will get your first loverrrr sooner or later. its just all in the matter of time, sometimes it will take a really long time but vicki its worth it completely and i think you know that.