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Oh, I've just had the worst day since ever. I half-wanted to go to see LSE, though not wanting to have to sit through any more orientation talks, etc.etc. Just wanted to get a feel for the place. However, as soon as I got there, I felt as if I was about to fall over thanks to some invisible Big Fear. I thoroughly annoyed my mum, as I wanted to leave having walked round the block once. For some reason, I just couldn't hack it - I have a permanent fear of new places and new things and having to go it alone. All the things that constitute university. I'm so scared I can't actually begin to see the good things.
And right now I feel really dizzy. I hate artificial light.
The opera was fantastic, even though I felt feverish by the fourth act. Cried at the end. My Salieri moment. Again. I think I have a Salieri moment every five minutes these days.
And right now I feel really dizzy. I hate artificial light.
The opera was fantastic, even though I felt feverish by the fourth act. Cried at the end. My Salieri moment. Again. I think I have a Salieri moment every five minutes these days.