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So, just had a argument with the family. Seems my sister-in-law won't let my Da see the grand-kids without my brother around because shes not comfortable. I can't blame her but they won't see it that way. Right off the bat he starts insulting her and when I say something about it, they both jump down my neck. I called their actions regarding this situation stupid and now Meme says she'll remember that I called her stupid...
I refuse to live like this much longer. Its ok for them to insult me, but the second I say anything back, Meme says she's not going to take anymore smart comments from me like that. I called it hypocritical of them to be like that, and she blew up.
So, you know what, its so not worth it anymore. I do love my family, but I'm not going to go through this crap over and over again. It sheer stupidity and whats even more stupid is they way it makes me fucking cry. =))
This has to change or pretty soon I'm just not going to care about anything at all. Its already starting that way. If this is what emotions mean, if this aching, hollow feeling whenever things go wrong and people won't stop to just think for half a second....
I'm just... I'm not doing this anymore.
Ja ne.
I refuse to live like this much longer. Its ok for them to insult me, but the second I say anything back, Meme says she's not going to take anymore smart comments from me like that. I called it hypocritical of them to be like that, and she blew up.
So, you know what, its so not worth it anymore. I do love my family, but I'm not going to go through this crap over and over again. It sheer stupidity and whats even more stupid is they way it makes me fucking cry. =))
This has to change or pretty soon I'm just not going to care about anything at all. Its already starting that way. If this is what emotions mean, if this aching, hollow feeling whenever things go wrong and people won't stop to just think for half a second....
I'm just... I'm not doing this anymore.
Ja ne.