june 15th
on thursday june 15th 2017 i went to see penn & teller. i had bought the tickets in december and i had looked forward to it since then. i loved the show it was great. i did the love magic trick and i ended up with two halfs of a 2 of hearts i had thought i did it wrong but i didnt. after the show penn said if we wanted to meet them we had to stay sitting and every one else who didnt could just go home i stayed in my seat my mum went out to smoke then she phoned and said she was in the queue beside a drinks machine and to come and get her i panicked when i got downstairs there was a large crowd and i coulnt find my mum any where amongst all the people i was anxious and i have autism and i dont do well in large crowds and i was kind of stuck in the middle of all those people i was on the phone to her and getting more and more worried because i couldnt see her i some how end up near penn because my mum said she was beside a drink machine and he was near one but it wasnt that drink machine she ended up having to come and get me so we were near the start of the queue a pure accident but i know what every one else must have been thinking they must be thinking bullshit i wouldnt believe me either if i was someone else i think penn maybe thought i did it on purpose to im bad at reading body language because of my autism but i think he was peed off at me or maybe just tired after the show i have no idea any way we got a photo with penn i was so scared he is a human and im scared of all humans even a human i admired he signed my ticket and my three of clubs card he said is this your card i laughed i couldnt think of anything to say in reply because i was scared of meeting him and i managed to say thank you in a small quiet voice but i dont think he even heard me but it was good i got to see penn & teller live i never do things like that because i cant really handle large crowds i never saw teller and the crowd was getting to much maybe i will see them live another time and i can meet him and hopefully i wont be so scared and useless at talking and stuff