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[shinkouyume]

Things are falling apart lately for everyone, it seems. Relationships, health, happiness.

I wish it would stop.

I wish my friends all the best in the world. I wish you guys didn't get hurt so much. And to other friends. I wish you didn't hurt me so much.

It's my birthday in 9 days. I want things to be good by then. I want a happy birthday for once.

I don't think that's unreasonable.

And now, some song lyrics because I'm being emo.

you were my star
i never wondered
i know who you are

its afternoon
im ready for bed
ready to exist again
in the drug of a dream

all my friends say
oh all my friends say
fuck him
you're beautiful
all my friends say
oh all my friends say
..ya, well, anyway...

im tired
and im lost
and im hollow
and unfriendly
you Bastard
i loved you.
i loved you.
i loved you.

all my friends say
oh all my friends say
fuck him
you're beautiful
and then my mind says
and then my mind says
fuck him
you're beautiful

but its unconvincing
my heart must have earplugs
im bleeding and bleeding
you're the one i am needing
and this drug of a dream
takes me over
this drug of a dream

last night we went flying
we flew through an ocean
and we danced in the waves
it was amazing
it was amazing
it was amazing

and i smashed my alarm clock against the wall
i smashed it
i smashed it
i smashed it
i smashed it

'cause all i have to say
oh all i have to say
is fuck today
'cause he was beautiful
all i have to say
oh all i have to say is
fuck today
'cause he was beautiful

with his hair bending in the waves