Jun 03, 2010 11:16
I really hate being so ill all the time!
If I were someone else at my work I'd think I was so terribly lazy and full of excuses. If it's not one thing it's something else.
This week I'll be mostly having a temperature, vomiting and a nasty headache.
I do really worry what people think of me and feel my health holds me back. I can't remember the last time I was truely well. I get so cross at people when they say " I wish I had an excuse like yours so I didn't have to do housework either".... I'm like "Fine, take it! It's yours! Have fun!"
What I really want to say here is that I'm sorry if I let any of you guys down, either by not turning up to nights out or ignore you (which is usually down to shame). I also want to say thank you for putting up with me, I know I can be a bit of work.... so please don't stop trying.
More than anyone I want to thank Sam. I know I might take my frustrations out on you, but I am truely grateful for you. You have got me through some really serious crap. You have got me through my darkest days. I want everyone to know how much you do for me...how much you have done. Thank you.
I hope I am feeling better soon and regain my spirit. Miss my friends.
You guys make me smile.
You guys make it worth it.