First up is the survey
NOW
Is your hair up?: no
Is your phone right beside you?: yes
Do you have a bf/ gf?: no
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: yes
Do you have plans for tonight?: yes
Are you wearing makeup?: no
Are you wearing chapstick?: no
Are you cold?: no
Are you tired?: no
Are you excited?: yes
Are you watching t.v.?: no
Are you wearing pajamas?: no
Who's the last person you IMed?: tara
Who's the last person that called you? James
PAST
Anything you regret? many things
Ever lied?: yes
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: no
Ever spit at someone? yeah
Ever kick something living?: yeah. my cousin
Ever had your nails done?: no
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: no
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?: yes
Who did you see most last week?: my self
Was last week interesting? not really
TODAY
Have you cussed?: yes
Have you yelled at someone? yea
Have you gotten mad at someone? yep
Have you cried? no
Have you called more than 3 people?: yea
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: yes
Have you eaten anything gross? not really
SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning?: I asked myself: Why I do this.
Q. Last thing you ate?: Ramen
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks? my birthday tomorrow, a job soon, and a car later.
Q. What's annoying you right now? a crazy rper girl
Q. What's the last movie you saw? Advent Children
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?depends
Q. What's your favorite ice cream? chocolate
Q Where is the last place you went? Work
Q: Who is the last person you called?: Gavee
Q: Been cheated on? no
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? sure
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): creativity
Q: Do you wish on stars?: Yeah and the moon.
Q: Does it work?: yep
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them of: no
Q: When did you last cry? too long ago.
Q: Do you like your handwriting? not really
Q: Are you a friendly person? people tell me so.
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? Absolutly!
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? My very own.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? white.
Q: Do you have any pets? yep(bird, dogs)
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets? light blue
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? rping in a chat room.
Q: last person you talked to? tara
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad? not since I was like 6
Q: Look to your left: stepdad
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep? nope
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder? no
Q: Song that makes you cry? I would have to say I don't have one
Q: Are you a normally happy person? every once and awhile
Q: Is your self-esteem low? never
Q: What color are your eyes? blue with a little green/hazel near the pupil.
Q: Long or Short Hair? long
Q: Current Music? Devils trill
I like that.
Anyways I have to tell you about this crazy girl I rped with last night.
We had a halfway decent rp till she like tried to force a NC-17 rp on me. Then when I tried to leave she confessed her undying love for me.
For ME!!!!!! I can't believe that one. I mean who in their right mind would want me. I know I am nice sometimes and I am a cool person to a point. But Still. I would never see myself as someone who can do something like that. I had to tell her that I didn't think I could love someone that I barely knew.
And if she knew me then she should have said so. I mean I can play mind games but there is only so far I can go. I would like to take time out of my current rant to say that it isn't the fact that I can't love but it is the fact that she wanted love without me knowing anything but her pen name. I can't do that. I am too much of a thinking person to make such an uncalculated decision.
I would like everyone to post and tell me how you feel on this. Do I think too much? Am I really that horrible? Am I someone that can be loved or can love?
All I am looking for here is a little feedback. Help me out here. But if you don't want to you don't have to. I mean...nevermind.
Till I write again,
Daniel