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I am not myself anymore. I feel that I am coming closer and closer to reality and that is one thing I don't want to do. It makes for a storm of such fury that I could lose everything again.
Ok. You don't understand so i will tell you a little... When I was little some bad things happened and as a defense I would put myself in my own world while the bad things happened so that I didn't hurt as much. After a while I just lost it everytime I came back so in a manner of speaking I packed and left...
But now it is like my notice has come and I have to go back and I don't want to it is too lonely there it is too "real" down there. I don't think I will ever be the same again.
Goodbye
Ok. You don't understand so i will tell you a little... When I was little some bad things happened and as a defense I would put myself in my own world while the bad things happened so that I didn't hurt as much. After a while I just lost it everytime I came back so in a manner of speaking I packed and left...
But now it is like my notice has come and I have to go back and I don't want to it is too lonely there it is too "real" down there. I don't think I will ever be the same again.
Goodbye