Why do I do this to myself?

Jun 18, 2005 03:26

I always seem to fall for either the wrong type of girl, or, even worse, a girl that i dont even have a chance with. whY? why does this happen? Am I really doomed to walk alone? Am I doomed to always harbor unrequited love? I hate it, it's not fucking fair... This may seem greedy, whiny, I don't care, it's not fucking fair. All I have ever been is a good friend to talk to, the "big brother that I never had", a third wheel, what have you. It's been this way since high school, and that hasn't made the pain any easier. Why do I even try anymore...I don't know....

Maybe I've just been unlucky....

Or maybe someone up there just feels like jabbing a rusty serrated bread knife through my heart whenever i actually start to think that I am happy, or that I might actually have a chance at love...

I dont know...
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