bye bye mr.journal.
well i think this will be my last journal entry. i lack the want or desire to update it as of right now..who knows maybe come back to it but not now.
the weekend was fun. friday me tim and alex just hung out at the house..saturday went to alex house and rode his mopad for a while. then they wanted to go to the campground that tims family owns. i played pingpong and this arcade game called punchout that game brings back memorys..then they were talking to whoever was working there and i did not really give a damn and just wanted to go home and eat something. JT came over and we went riding and left him in some parking lot with some other people and went joy riding in his car...and then came back and he was freestyling wich was funny cuase he sucks. uhhh.we stayed out until 3 in the morning.
sunday was boring. me tim, alex and jt was just chillin. me and alex picked up bb guns and started to shoot JT cuase hes a wussy.(i let him shoot me so he wouldnt feel bad) i put a dent in his head and alex shot him in the leg and the side. messed up him pretty bad but we didnt use bbs just some crappy colored pencil led. hel be alright.
then brandon came over and tried to do some stupid head grab move on me and i ended up stabbing him with "the claw" oopsie. those guys like to fight...crazy mofos.
im broke cuase of rent. i dont want to work anymore..i dont really want to live in that house anymore...then again i dont treally want to do anything but get away from emporia. so im gonna try the army thing again and if that fails im going to go live with my grandma in norfolk. god i hate plans..their so stupid...they dont really get you anywhere except stress you out.
so i guess tiffany is through with me for good. she wont talk to me and blocked me on AIM. i thought things were ok...the last time i talked to her i was thanking her for bringing my stuff back..then hadnt talked to her for a few weeks. and now im an asshole and im being a dick to her yet i havnt talked to her ...whats up with that. i thought id say wahtsup last night becuase i hadnt talked to her in a long while and all i got was no reply and blocked. theres no one to blame..we both did and said fucked up things..the whole breakup was a desaster and it shouldnt of happend like that. just remember i was always there for you for 2 years...and this is how i get repaid. you felt bad i always listened and did my best to comfort you...and now in my time of need i really dont have anyone to do that for me and you dont even give a shit about me anymore...i guess thats why you didnt answer the phone the past few times i tried to call you. i guess it is goodbye than. i just think you tiffany, should understand that when things happen to people..they get angry..and i for one dont put on acts..what you put me through..i could be 10000 times worse and you know that...but ive only gotten upset and not ever led my words to actions becuase i knew i was just upset...and i think i had every right to be upset...people have feelings tif..not just you...we feel like shit after we are dumped all of a sudden..we get angry when the girl or guy we love to death is with someone els the next day...you gotta understand these things..i just wish that you could be in my position..becuase you really have no idea what this shit is like....living with that hurt for every single day for the rest of my life..but it seems like you just dont care. everyone doesnt think like you...i thought you were more considerate than this... i hope nothin bad happens to you becuase i know il be stressen out like whoa not knowing if anything ever did happen anway. hope you get to go to VCU and become a physical therapist and do like you wanted and live your dreams and all that good stuff. ..so i guess this is how you want it to be..i think that i deserved at least an explenation or something before you made this decision. theres nothing els i can do anymore.
il always love you.
i reckon il do one of those shoutout things.
bob - my bestest friend in da world looking forward to more good times..and..get a fucken 40k army you bastard!!! hehe.
tim brandon and alex(high-boy-wheelchair-hero) da crazy boyeez
mario - you make things so damn simple..damn you. my favorite internet buddy. sorry for not having you in every sentence in my journal *sniff sniff*
ryan and simon- that was fun fucking up that stupid jedi bites message board. keep on kicking ass.
anna- thanks for being there for me during the breakup..dunno what id do without ya sista. prolly stab maself in da face with a knife or somethin.
jason- you fucker. i hope you die. oh and your mom gives good head btw..but im sure you probably think the same about mine.so its ok.
all the homies in my class and all the whoevers and whatevers ive come to meet and stuff in my life.
peace, love, and conserve water.
the weekend was fun. friday me tim and alex just hung out at the house..saturday went to alex house and rode his mopad for a while. then they wanted to go to the campground that tims family owns. i played pingpong and this arcade game called punchout that game brings back memorys..then they were talking to whoever was working there and i did not really give a damn and just wanted to go home and eat something. JT came over and we went riding and left him in some parking lot with some other people and went joy riding in his car...and then came back and he was freestyling wich was funny cuase he sucks. uhhh.we stayed out until 3 in the morning.
sunday was boring. me tim, alex and jt was just chillin. me and alex picked up bb guns and started to shoot JT cuase hes a wussy.(i let him shoot me so he wouldnt feel bad) i put a dent in his head and alex shot him in the leg and the side. messed up him pretty bad but we didnt use bbs just some crappy colored pencil led. hel be alright.
then brandon came over and tried to do some stupid head grab move on me and i ended up stabbing him with "the claw" oopsie. those guys like to fight...crazy mofos.
im broke cuase of rent. i dont want to work anymore..i dont really want to live in that house anymore...then again i dont treally want to do anything but get away from emporia. so im gonna try the army thing again and if that fails im going to go live with my grandma in norfolk. god i hate plans..their so stupid...they dont really get you anywhere except stress you out.
so i guess tiffany is through with me for good. she wont talk to me and blocked me on AIM. i thought things were ok...the last time i talked to her i was thanking her for bringing my stuff back..then hadnt talked to her for a few weeks. and now im an asshole and im being a dick to her yet i havnt talked to her ...whats up with that. i thought id say wahtsup last night becuase i hadnt talked to her in a long while and all i got was no reply and blocked. theres no one to blame..we both did and said fucked up things..the whole breakup was a desaster and it shouldnt of happend like that. just remember i was always there for you for 2 years...and this is how i get repaid. you felt bad i always listened and did my best to comfort you...and now in my time of need i really dont have anyone to do that for me and you dont even give a shit about me anymore...i guess thats why you didnt answer the phone the past few times i tried to call you. i guess it is goodbye than. i just think you tiffany, should understand that when things happen to people..they get angry..and i for one dont put on acts..what you put me through..i could be 10000 times worse and you know that...but ive only gotten upset and not ever led my words to actions becuase i knew i was just upset...and i think i had every right to be upset...people have feelings tif..not just you...we feel like shit after we are dumped all of a sudden..we get angry when the girl or guy we love to death is with someone els the next day...you gotta understand these things..i just wish that you could be in my position..becuase you really have no idea what this shit is like....living with that hurt for every single day for the rest of my life..but it seems like you just dont care. everyone doesnt think like you...i thought you were more considerate than this... i hope nothin bad happens to you becuase i know il be stressen out like whoa not knowing if anything ever did happen anway. hope you get to go to VCU and become a physical therapist and do like you wanted and live your dreams and all that good stuff. ..so i guess this is how you want it to be..i think that i deserved at least an explenation or something before you made this decision. theres nothing els i can do anymore.
il always love you.
i reckon il do one of those shoutout things.
bob - my bestest friend in da world looking forward to more good times..and..get a fucken 40k army you bastard!!! hehe.
tim brandon and alex(high-boy-wheelchair-hero) da crazy boyeez
mario - you make things so damn simple..damn you. my favorite internet buddy. sorry for not having you in every sentence in my journal *sniff sniff*
ryan and simon- that was fun fucking up that stupid jedi bites message board. keep on kicking ass.
anna- thanks for being there for me during the breakup..dunno what id do without ya sista. prolly stab maself in da face with a knife or somethin.
jason- you fucker. i hope you die. oh and your mom gives good head btw..but im sure you probably think the same about mine.so its ok.
all the homies in my class and all the whoevers and whatevers ive come to meet and stuff in my life.
peace, love, and conserve water.