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today's his birthday.
i'm so scared of what he's going to do.
i should find him...
i need him so much. i feel like i'm nothing without him. like i have nothing to look forward to every morning. i have no reason to wake up every morning. i almost married him. how could i fuck this up so bad...
i'm so scared of what he's going to do.
i should find him...
i need him so much. i feel like i'm nothing without him. like i have nothing to look forward to every morning. i have no reason to wake up every morning. i almost married him. how could i fuck this up so bad...