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i hate it when everything is going great, then someone, who you've known your whole life likes to shit on you and pull you down. she doesn't realize how bad she's making me feel. she doesn't realize that i am so mad at her that i could run away and never return. but she has this control over me; we get into a fight, hate eachother, and then i feel like shit and i apologize, when in some situations, it should be her apologizing, but she never does. i hate the whole mother daughter relationships. it's all bullshit. and no matter when, people always view the mother as being right and never let the daughter get a word in to proof that for once she's right. in my mother's eyes, i'm always wrong and i always screw up. in my eyes, i'm wrong sometimes and i screw up sometimes, but not all the time. i just can't wait until school's over. then i wont be a screw up anymore.