Jan 26, 2006 21:48
ugh....
I'm on quite an emotional roller coaster lately.
I dunno what it is really my brain is just fried completely some momments I'm spastic happy other times I'm so down and beat-up it's not funny.
I feel like I'm almost going crazy I don't know what I'm doing anymore sometimes and I just feel nuts. I wish I could take a week off and just turn off my brian and let it cool off. I'm not even that busy, and nothings going on yet I feel out of my mind. I'm almost scared of myself at times since I find myself unpredictable.
well at least only 6 days til the big 18 which will be really fun. and will result in a mile long cry fest about how everything in my childhood is gone.
later