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Am I the only one that feels like I am missing out on something, or missing something all together?
I have accomplished a lot in my life, and I have a lot that I plan on doing but it seems like its not enough. I think that I have a boring life. My day is... Wake up, work, come home, feed animals, clean house, sleep. Then I do it all over again the next day. I want to LIVE not exist.
I'm excited for this trip to Canada.I think I really really need it. No boys, no work, no family, just friends and fun, hopefully.
It seems that for as long as I can remember I have been in a relationship. Almost 3 years with Kyle, then jumping into a relationship right after with Devon for 3 more years. Now I'm in another relationship. I love James and I am happy being with him, but I think that I should have just done something by myself for me. Just have taken some time to be me. I don't think I know me anymore. I know that I used to be fun and go out and see my friends, go out and dance every now and then, go to the movies, go bowling. I don't do anything anymore. Work is very stressful, home isn't much better. It seems that I have no where to go to just sit and relax without a problem.
I'm sure as I get older, it doesn't get any better.
I have accomplished a lot in my life, and I have a lot that I plan on doing but it seems like its not enough. I think that I have a boring life. My day is... Wake up, work, come home, feed animals, clean house, sleep. Then I do it all over again the next day. I want to LIVE not exist.
I'm excited for this trip to Canada.I think I really really need it. No boys, no work, no family, just friends and fun, hopefully.
It seems that for as long as I can remember I have been in a relationship. Almost 3 years with Kyle, then jumping into a relationship right after with Devon for 3 more years. Now I'm in another relationship. I love James and I am happy being with him, but I think that I should have just done something by myself for me. Just have taken some time to be me. I don't think I know me anymore. I know that I used to be fun and go out and see my friends, go out and dance every now and then, go to the movies, go bowling. I don't do anything anymore. Work is very stressful, home isn't much better. It seems that I have no where to go to just sit and relax without a problem.
I'm sure as I get older, it doesn't get any better.