in which you're gone
you're gone.
it's only 30 days, but who knows if it'll be longer than that.
I don't like having no communication
I don't like not knowing whats going on.
You're constantly on my mind today
I don't know what's going on...
what you're thinking...
how you're doing...
I don't even know if you'll call
I want to know everything will be okay
but I'm not guaranteed that.
you have to leave your house,
when you're not even there.
that's kind of fucked up.
but I already knew those people were kinda fucked up.
a lot of people in your life are kinda fucked up.
except me.
well...
maybe except me.
I don't know how to handle this.
that's probably a problem.
I'd like to think I'm good for you.
but my brain doesn't work the way yours does.
I have 30 days to get my shit together.
get my room clean.
get on a workout schedule.
get my life in order so I can focus on you when you get out.
maybe things will get better.
I'm hoping they will.
we'll see what tomorrow and a possible phone call brings.
I hope it comes.
it's only 30 days, but who knows if it'll be longer than that.
I don't like having no communication
I don't like not knowing whats going on.
You're constantly on my mind today
I don't know what's going on...
what you're thinking...
how you're doing...
I don't even know if you'll call
I want to know everything will be okay
but I'm not guaranteed that.
you have to leave your house,
when you're not even there.
that's kind of fucked up.
but I already knew those people were kinda fucked up.
a lot of people in your life are kinda fucked up.
except me.
well...
maybe except me.
I don't know how to handle this.
that's probably a problem.
I'd like to think I'm good for you.
but my brain doesn't work the way yours does.
I have 30 days to get my shit together.
get my room clean.
get on a workout schedule.
get my life in order so I can focus on you when you get out.
maybe things will get better.
I'm hoping they will.
we'll see what tomorrow and a possible phone call brings.
I hope it comes.