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Merry Christmas everyone!! Hope everyone enjoys their day, while I'm working at the penis factory hehehe..oh well, atleast i'm makin $12 an hour, horray!
Well my boyfriend is a big jerk...he doesn't tell anyone I'm his girlfriend...He was on the phone with his friend Rachel tonight and was like, "I'm watchin a movie with my friend Jessie" and I'm like I thought i was ur girlfriend..and he's like you are. I'm just not used to saying it cuz I haven't had a girlfriend for so long...does it bother you that I don't say it?? Well YEA asshole! i think the real reason he doesn't want to say it is because he's not ready yet since he's still in love with his ex...and yes, i'm not just saying that, he told me that he's still in love with his ex...even though they broke up like a year ago. why am I putting up with this?? it makes me feel like shit. He says he likes me, but i know she is still on his mind. He wont even put a pic of me and him up on his myspace..but ofcourse there is a pic of his ex on there...it was a bad comment underneath but still it's her! god it makes me so angry!! it's not fair to me...as much as Terry pissed me off when we were together, he was still the best guy i have ever had and i miss it...atleast i know he actually cared about me. I guess I'll never find someone like him again...i lost the best thing that ever happened to me and it was all my fault :(
Anyways......
I went to Michigan last weekend to visit Shawn...it was so much fun. I'm glad I finally got to see him. Haha, he didn't know what a hot dog roll was, silly boy. Michiganians are weird (hehe i made up a word). The ride took 10 hours...ugh and the ride home sucked! Me and Bethany drove from 7:30 at night till 6:30 in the morning....and when Bethany was driving it was snowing hardcore (we were in Ohio at the time) and we couldn't see the lines on the highway. It was so scary, I thought we were gonna die. But yea, it was still a good time, I'm really glad we went :)
I finally got my grades...i got a 3.86 this semester, go me!! And I also got accepted to Gwynedd Mercy for nursing. Yay! Now if I don't get in to Temple then I'll have something to fall back on.
Alright well that about sums it up. I guess I'll update in a month or so.
Well my boyfriend is a big jerk...he doesn't tell anyone I'm his girlfriend...He was on the phone with his friend Rachel tonight and was like, "I'm watchin a movie with my friend Jessie" and I'm like I thought i was ur girlfriend..and he's like you are. I'm just not used to saying it cuz I haven't had a girlfriend for so long...does it bother you that I don't say it?? Well YEA asshole! i think the real reason he doesn't want to say it is because he's not ready yet since he's still in love with his ex...and yes, i'm not just saying that, he told me that he's still in love with his ex...even though they broke up like a year ago. why am I putting up with this?? it makes me feel like shit. He says he likes me, but i know she is still on his mind. He wont even put a pic of me and him up on his myspace..but ofcourse there is a pic of his ex on there...it was a bad comment underneath but still it's her! god it makes me so angry!! it's not fair to me...as much as Terry pissed me off when we were together, he was still the best guy i have ever had and i miss it...atleast i know he actually cared about me. I guess I'll never find someone like him again...i lost the best thing that ever happened to me and it was all my fault :(
Anyways......
I went to Michigan last weekend to visit Shawn...it was so much fun. I'm glad I finally got to see him. Haha, he didn't know what a hot dog roll was, silly boy. Michiganians are weird (hehe i made up a word). The ride took 10 hours...ugh and the ride home sucked! Me and Bethany drove from 7:30 at night till 6:30 in the morning....and when Bethany was driving it was snowing hardcore (we were in Ohio at the time) and we couldn't see the lines on the highway. It was so scary, I thought we were gonna die. But yea, it was still a good time, I'm really glad we went :)
I finally got my grades...i got a 3.86 this semester, go me!! And I also got accepted to Gwynedd Mercy for nursing. Yay! Now if I don't get in to Temple then I'll have something to fall back on.
Alright well that about sums it up. I guess I'll update in a month or so.