Life
Why does life always have to suck so bad. There is no reason you shouldn't be able to be happy all the time.
I am having so many problems with drama it is not even funny. See here is my situation. I work at Pizzabella which is cool and all I like money. The delemia is the play is less than a month away and I miss a ton of crew and practices because of work. I try to make them understand that I can't just quit my job for the play but they don't seem to get it. After the show is over I need a place to work. They give me good hours and really good pay. Drama is really important to me but I have to face reality and the reality is the world revolves around money and with out a job I have none. Am I terribly wrong. I don't want to get kicked out of the play becasue I love to Stage Manage and This year I am finally assistant no more. It's the real deal. I hope things work out. You see things like this really bring out your true frineds. Apperently everyone I thought were my frineds aren't really. You would think they would stick up for me but no they are trying to get me kicked out even more than everyone else. I just love it. THANKS GUYS! They think I don't here what goes on behind my back but I definatly do. Seems like you just can't trust anyone these days. Whats the point of going back to drama if no one likes me there anyway. I really don't want to go there and have people talking about me behind me back while I am there. GRRRR!
I think my real problem is I am realiszing how simple people in the vally really are. I just can't wait to get out of here and go away to college where things work the real way. Some people are going to have a really hard time adjusting if they think everyone acts the way pepople around here do. People around here really have no lives and all they could do is sit around and talk about others. I can't wait to see how some people adjust when they get into the real world.
In other news (good news) we started the writing for this years Gravestone. I don't really contribut to the writing process thats not really my thing but I can't wait to start working on the house. I am so excited. I think this is going to be a really good year there.
Later~
I am having so many problems with drama it is not even funny. See here is my situation. I work at Pizzabella which is cool and all I like money. The delemia is the play is less than a month away and I miss a ton of crew and practices because of work. I try to make them understand that I can't just quit my job for the play but they don't seem to get it. After the show is over I need a place to work. They give me good hours and really good pay. Drama is really important to me but I have to face reality and the reality is the world revolves around money and with out a job I have none. Am I terribly wrong. I don't want to get kicked out of the play becasue I love to Stage Manage and This year I am finally assistant no more. It's the real deal. I hope things work out. You see things like this really bring out your true frineds. Apperently everyone I thought were my frineds aren't really. You would think they would stick up for me but no they are trying to get me kicked out even more than everyone else. I just love it. THANKS GUYS! They think I don't here what goes on behind my back but I definatly do. Seems like you just can't trust anyone these days. Whats the point of going back to drama if no one likes me there anyway. I really don't want to go there and have people talking about me behind me back while I am there. GRRRR!
I think my real problem is I am realiszing how simple people in the vally really are. I just can't wait to get out of here and go away to college where things work the real way. Some people are going to have a really hard time adjusting if they think everyone acts the way pepople around here do. People around here really have no lives and all they could do is sit around and talk about others. I can't wait to see how some people adjust when they get into the real world.
In other news (good news) we started the writing for this years Gravestone. I don't really contribut to the writing process thats not really my thing but I can't wait to start working on the house. I am so excited. I think this is going to be a really good year there.
Later~